FORMERLY KNOWN AS 'I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO' Trigger Warning ⚠️ - This content may contain elements that are not suitable for all audiences. - ANGST [Self Harm, Suicide, Unreturned Love] - A Men Loving Men Relationship. (These topics can be considered Dead Dove: Do NOT Eat, however, they are on the much calmer side.) --- For the sake of sanity, I will be using the online names of the characters involved. If you see use of other name used, chalk it down to being old writing from a 6th grader on their school laptop at 2 in the morning. ^ ( That means it's being revamped. ) --- Juicy, now finding out about his own feelings for his friend and coworker, felt a burning sadness at the loss of deeper connection. This lead to a downward spiral in Juicy's mental health, causing an overarching depression to form over his head like a personalized storm cloud. With none of his friends knowing about any feelings going on in his mind, he continued being the goofball onscreen. (OLD DESCRIPTION) Juicy gets depression because Eddie doesn't make videos with him anymore. All Eddie does is Talk to Gabriela (aka gabby). Mully and Josh are visiting from Australia in this story. Narrator went on a vacation Swagger. But of course Juicy is good at hiding things. So none of the boys know about Juicy's depression. No one except Reekid. Reekid found out when his was at Juicy's house doing a vlog. So will Eddie and the others find out or, will Juicy keep it a secret? ALSO!!! Reekid has anxiety. This sheet is sad. !!TW!! CONTAINS: -Angst -sadness -gayness -self harm You have been warned!

Just a few warning before reading this! ⚠️ ANGST ⚠️ ⚠️ SMUT ⚠️ ⚠️ ABUSE ⚠️ ⚠️ MENTION OF SUICIDE AND SELF HATE ⚠️ ⚠️ SELFHARM ⚠️ Gaege is a singer that tours alone. He meets someone that just might change that at one of his gigs.

All they boys decide to rent out a beach house together to spend the summer. Which might sound like a fun time . But not for juicy as this means he'll be in a house all summer with Eddie which he has feeling for but denies them. The thoughts keep coming and Eddie seems irresistible to juicy . Little does juicy know Eddie has a huge secret?!

Smut warning! Self harm warning! Juicy ends up drunk sexting to Eddie. Eddie likes what he sees and starts to develop feelings for Gaege. Trying to figure out what he feels the boys go to a party, a wild night happens that Eddie can not forget.

gae gae gae gae everything gae also my first story lol a lot of smut lmfao

eddie and gaege fuck that's it that's the book. alright maybe they're in love too - - - - - - - - - - - - this shit is hilarious to write i'm sorry apologies to the people written about but this is so funny but also sorry that it's not just smut i originally was gonna do smth like friends with benefits but then i was like wait...what if they were in love tho... haha so it be

y'all keep asking me for more on this but i've already made 6 other parts on my page so go there, thank you.

Gaege loves Eddie, more then friends. When Eddie gets dumped by Gabby, Gaege was the only one there for him. Yeah, the boys were making him happy, but not like Gaege did. After hanging out with him a lot, Eddie came to realize his feelings for him. credits to my cousin for the cover <3 TW! suicide/suicide attempts. cutting.

Love can't be the easiest thing to understand, especially when your crush is one of your best friends Juicy moves in with Eddie for a week but many secretive and complicated things happen during that short amount of time. Will these things affect his friendship with the other guys or will his whole world be turned upside down? ⚠Warning⚠ This story contains strong language and a few sexual jokes

[PLEASE READ MOST RECENT CHAPTER/UPDATE] ❤ Your two favourite love birds are back with more drama then ever! After their amazing moment at Eric's party, everything seemed perfect. Although, that's what they thought. No love story is perfect and many questions are left unanswered. What happens after the party? How does the boys react? What about Gabby? Will she support them or ruin their entire friendship? Love is more than just sunshine and rainbows. You'd often get caught up in drama or even get your heart broken. Friends would change and you'd find yourself in unimaginable situations. Not every story has a happily ever after... or do they? ⚠Warning⚠ This story contains strong language, violence and a SPICY scene