*WARNING THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, so SUCK IT UP.* Ranboo has a hard time dealing with his emotions, and often puts others before himself, he develops unhealthy coping mechanisms early on in his childhood, and his life starts to seem meaningless. But the stupid trip is right around the corner. It's either tubbo and everyone else find out, or take easy way out. TRIGGER WARNINGS! Mentions of self harm/ graphic Description of self harm, ED, Depression, mentions of suicide/ suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts along with self degrading thoughts, Rape/ mentions of rape. [start date, somewhere in late 2020.] [end date, early 2022.] Finish word count: 41623. 1st in Ranbooangst 4/10/2021 1st in Words hurt 6/10/2021 1st in Ranboolive 16/10/2021 1st in Angsty 17/10/2021 1st in dsmpangst 1/11/2021 1st in beeduo 7/11/2021 1st in Angst 11/11/2021

CURRENTLY UNDER EDITING!!!! ⚠️NO NSFW CONTENT!⚠️ Alexis is heartbroken, insecure, and unstable. Karl is anxious, caring, and indecisive. Sapnap is stubborn, upbeat, and overprotective. How could they possibly work? Will they work? How many more secrets can they hide? Find out after the break- Sorry I had to Main Reoccurring Trigger Warnings: -abuse/mention or references of abuse -alcohol/mention or references of alcohol -panic attacks/mention or references of panic attacks -high levels of anxiety -self degradation Marks: #17 in karl: 4/8/23 10k: 11/27/22 15k: 3/13/23

y/n is on Schlatt's side. y/n is on Dream's side. y/n is on Pog2022's side. y/n is on her side. This is all character personality based, none of it is based off their real personality. This book uses she/her pronouns, feel free to change them :} !!! If anyone changes what they are comfortable with or say that this makes them uncomfortable, it will be taken down !!!

Purpled has always been quiet and closed off. He keeps to the shadows and stays out of the way, trying to remain unnoticed. The freshman gets average grades and has only had a few unexcused absences. He's nothing special and doesn't do anything out of the ordinary. Or, at least, that's what they all think. Unbeknownst to his school and classmates, Purpled is in debt. His parents abandoned him and his older brother at a young age, forcing them to fend for themselves. But his brother was too young, too naive to handle the responsibility. So he, too, left the child. Purpled had to learn how to support himself at a young age using any means necessary, including getting involved with a shady, illegal fighting business called Hypixel...

When Tommy is hurting, who will be there to help him? His friends of course. some if the DSMP meet up in Florida and realize Tommy isn't doing too well. Completed as of November 2020 #66 in depression (December 2020) #63 in sad (June 2021) Okay so I wrote this a few years ago and I kind of hate myself for it now. There will be no sequel or any more updates because I don't watch MCYTs much anymore, but I hope you enjoy! 170K READS :O