Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

This is an angsty Jamilton story... that's all I got... *COVER ART NOT MINE* Please do not read this story. It is literally so bad, I wrote it years ago and I have improved a lot though am no longer writing Hamilton stuff. I'm very sorry, but don't say I didn't warn you. (Btw it wasn't that angsty either-) Best Story Rankings: #10 Jamilton out of 793 stories (May 20th) #86 suicidalthoughts out of 1.75k stories (August 3rd) #347 hamilton out of 5.31k stories (August 3rd) #6 turtles out of 223 stories (August 7th) #49 mullette out of 549 stories (August 3rd) #2 theschuylersisters out of 99 stories (August 7th) #1 rainbows out of 113 (August 7th) #1 imfine out of 109 (August 7th) #666 alexanderhamilton out of a lot (January 6th 2020)

Thomas Jefferson is broken. And the one person who was supposed to love and protect him no matter what is the reason behind it all. After four years with the abusive boyfriend he's known all of his life, Thomas is finally ready to give up. He can no longer take the suffering he's forced through every single day, the things he endures simply because it's what's expected of him. All of his friends have turned their backs on him, all of the things he enjoys is ripped from his hands. And he's finished with it all. So what happens when a distant memory from his past returns, offering a helping hand? - Modern AU College AU - (WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MINOR SEXUAL ACTIONS, AND IMPLICATIONS OF RAPE) Completed as of 9/30/18 Editing started as of 06/09/20 Editing completed as of 10/14/21

AU where when you kiss your soulmate you can see colors. Here's the catch, after the kiss, you'll only be able to see them if you and your soulmate are touching. (the main ship here is jamilton so I think you can see where this is going) ;) {College AU and Soulmate AU} Have fun? i dont know how to end these summaries so ya... ___________________________ Ranking: #2 in jamilton