Do you regret that you found out about something one day? Do you regret that you wasted your whole life doing something but you didn't succeed? In fact, I do not think that I will answer yes neither no, but I will leave you to choose the correct answer. One day, I found something strange that occupied my mind. It made me think about these two questions. Do you think you will find an appropriate answer for them? I'm here to tell you about my story, my horrible story that turned my life upside down,, Do not be deceived by the beginning, because you will plunge into its depths as I did