||chill by death - brakence|| Before that, I had never really asked myself the question: "Can the absence of a person in your life kill you?". My parents' non-participation in my life - definitely not, but just his two-week absence affected everything in me. Huge dark circles appeared under my eyes, my hair was disheveled and looked like a tumbleweed or a sheaf of straw, not a hairstyle. I stopped eating normally, endless energy drinks and coffee became my main source of energy, just not to feel like a zombie after sleepless nights, and cigarettes became my eternal companion. There is no fear, only anticipation - how does it feel to fly like a bird? ___________________________ TWs in tags The action takes place around 2013. Please, if you feel something like the main character, then you REALLY NEED help. I love you and you are Valid