sorry doesn't cut it. ⚠ trigger warning: cancer, angst ⚠ COMPLETE | November 2017 Sheera Ayame

Your father tries to force you into a life of crime seeing as your whole family's in on it but you don't want to. He's been trying for years to make you love the sickening sight of butchered bodies lying at your feet but you still won't budge. You do as you're told even though you don't like it, you kill but not for fun. All of the regret and guilt you feel from killing people changes one day when you meet a man named Wilford.

suicide (noun) the action of killing oneself intentionally. are you suicidal? you don't see why you should live anymore? no point in life? read this book before you commit suicide. #413 in #help on august 12th.

I wanna be free... This isn't an amentity... If I try to live this good out there, I'd have to be a thousandaire. This isn't where I want to grow old; So I'm just praying, that I make parole: Cause I just wanna be free. ~A completed love story~ (started December 8th 2019, Finished February 2nd 2020) Highest category ranks (some remained and repeated longer/more than others): 1# Yancy 1# ahwm 1# aheistwithmarkiplier 1# yancyxreader 1# apocalypto (Tyler Scheid) 1# muyskerm 1#Lordminion777 3# code *All characters but TWO are not my own. They are either real people outside of the AHWM universe with my chosen place in the story, or part of the AHWM universe.*

WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN ABUSE (MENTAL, PHYSICAL, AND SEXUAL), MURDER, PSYCHOTIC SCENES, SELF-HARM, SEXUAL SCENES, CURSING, ALCOHOLIC USE, DRUG USE, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. You've always been insane. from birth. you would whisper these weird things. you've gone to a mental hospital. now you're back at school. no one can know the truth, Alyssa. no one. but maybe he can see right through you.