Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

Liam Payne is gay. He's known it for as long as he can remember. But he will never fall in love. He promised himself all those years ago when he was just 13 after he watched his parents break each others hearts. But what will happen when the new guy at school, Harry Styles, manages to worm his way into his friendship group? Is Harry 'The Only Exception'? Or will there be hearts broken all round? (This is a boyxboy story. Dont like it? dont read it. simple as that)

Louis Tomlinson only wants the best in life for everyone; so when unexpected feelings arise for his best mate Harry Styles, what’s he going to do? Will he act on them, with the risk of losing not only his best friend but his fans, or will he ignore them leaving him to die inside, and possibly tearing the band apart? Meanwhile, Niall, Zayn and Liam are worrying about the two, so much that they are convinced the relationship is unhealthy, and have no choice but to tear them apart for Louis and Harry’s health. But that isn’t going to be easy, especially when Niall and Liam are having their own dilemmas…

this is the first book to the Grow Up With Me series:) ~~~ When Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, and Ty Kingsley all let their desperation of wanting more out of a forbidden relationship get out of hand, will greed be the bane of their romance? Or will love prevail? See who survives.... ~~~ . AFTER YOU FINISH: http://www.wattpad.com/story/1776565-don%27t-you-remember-larry-stylinson-boyxboy then http://www.wattpad.com/8587474-where-you%27re-meant-to-be-larry-stylinson#.Uf551ZKyBkg (sequel)

We all have our secrets kept away so no one can see but those secrets still beat even if their forgotten? Liam, who knows what you've gotten yourself into, I don't even know you anymore but I hope that this thing your pulling isn't for long with the blonde boy, Hazza's getting lonely again babe -love harryxx