"It doesn't need to be fucking hard Elara I love you and you love me. I will never even look at another woman as long as I live I don't need anyone but you and I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry it took me losing you to realise that but I can't let you go" Contains smut, drug and alcohol use & strong language. TikTok- kdaeor to see the full cast :) New story on my page that is just smut have a read and help me decide on who to choose please - Ethereal