𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘦 𝘉𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘗𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘎𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳-𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭, 𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄 Every time I have something good in my life, I find a way to wreck it. And after spending my whole life thinking I found the one person I'd never do that to, I learned I was wrong. I'll never stop destroying everything good in my life. It's a part of who I am. So I need to move on-go to college where nobody knows me. Except he's here. My best friend. The boy I pushed away. How am I supposed to start over when he was, and is, my entire world? 𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑 I thought she wanted to be done. That she didn't want me anymore. Now I find out she's coming to the same college. I'm still holding on-still hoping there's a chance- Even while I'm with someone else, trying to move forward. But how do you let go of someone who's still the only person you want? Loving her, even from a distance, is the hardest kind of fight.