In which a girl who hides behind baggy sweaters and a fake smile is forced to learn that 'perfection' doesn't come easily, and being skinny isn't always worth the pain. "she cried herself to sleep that night, because deep down she knew that no matter how many meals she skipped and how much exercise she did, Olivia would never be skinny." [disorder diaries, 2014 backseatmuke] tw :: eating disorders, major character death

Lilac Daze is an average girl, confident but insecure, short but feisty, Music is as close as she gets to romance... Until summer hits. Lily's parents go on a vacation for the summer to take care of her aunt dying of cancer. Her parents let Lilac move in with her best friend Sammi for the summer. Everything was going smoothly until Sammi's older brother returns from a boot camp/prison for an unknown and suspicious reason. Lily knew Tristan once upon a time but in ninth grade when he left everyone forgot... But now he's back and hotter then ever.