𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 Ronnie Smallbone had one dream her whole life - to write music. Along with her twin brother, Joel, and her younger brother, Luke, she faces the brutal realities of life as she strives to share music with the world. But what can be done when your life comes crashing down before you even have the chance to live? What can you do when you are forced to grow up too fast? What do you do when you need help, but no one can hear you scream? You speak now.

Nila has always been called the sunshine in the lives of those she loves. Until she was adopted by Luke Smallbone when she was nine, she was in the foster care system for the only part of her life that she remembered, but she was okay with that. She'd always been given loving, caring foster families, and now, at fifteen, she has the best forever home she could ask for, and is a cheerful-as-ever as a daughter, older sister, niece, and friend. But then, seemingly out of nowhere, she starts having nightmares, and later discovers that they're of events she never remembered from her early childhood. With the words and deeds of her true biological parents echoing in her mind, she starts to struggle in ways she wouldn't have dreamed possible. But she's too scared, too used to being the brightest light in the room, to come forward about what she's dealing with to her dad, or her uncle, who are both growing more concerned by the day. Finally, everything falls and Nila decides to end her own life. A close save by Joel spares it, but it seems that she's only getting worse, now not only dealing with what she always was, but also a load of shame larger than herself. And now, Luke and Joel are in a desperate struggle for the life of the girl they love so much, to show her that she's found the place where she belongs, where there are no more broken lullabies. Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/d5m9hwg99quxcibsjlrb3tpz7/playlist/3R8X3aIbunEz2g737wCMal?si=821GbOeuSlqEeleIJQ2nWg

During his eighth-grade year, Luke got bullied because he wrote songs. Now as a ninth-grader, he is not only getting bullied by Caleb, but by his own brother. Luke meets somebody at a mental hospital named Lucas, who knows way more than Luke ever could. Lucas joins Luke's family and helps Luke overcome 9th grade. (1998) 10th grade for Luke is quite a challenge. After befriending the school bullies by mistake, his life at a new school is hard. Getting no sleep and breathing in the smell of beer, Luke can't barely move and do anything. After talking with his mum, she sends him back to Maplewood where Caleb, Joel, and Charlotte make his life harder. (1999) For Luke, 11th grade was probably one of his worst highschool years. Skylar and Caleb start kidnapping Luke and his friends all year, making it hard to really do anything. Joel hears one of Luke's songs that will change his life forever. Courtney doesn't the unthinkable to Luke. (2000) In 12th grade, Luke has terrible anxiety from Caleb and Skylar, not being able to even walk outside on his own. Summers get hard for Luke but he learns something that will change his life forever. Lies hurt. (2001)

When Courtney Swan moves to a small town in the Pacific Northwest, she falls in love with Luke Cullen, a mysterious classmate who reveals himself to be a Vampire.

Secrets. Pain. Love. cover by the amazing @pricelesstrashpanda Completed December 2019

I need to let my hurt out, But I have no one. So instead I have this. My hiding place. Completed May 2019

"Take your eyes off of me so I can leave I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me This is never ending, we have been here before But I can't stay this time 'cause I don't love you anymore. I can't love you in the dark It feels like we're oceans apart There is so much space between us Maybe we're already defeated Ah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah everything changed me." A tragedy. Started: May 28, 2020 Ended: 10/30/2020 * Completed

My failed attempt at writing a Nostalgia fic™. It's going to be a delicious mess. Actually, it's super sad. Sorry. "If love is real, then show me the magic." Started and completed 11/30/2020

Just as the title says, a fun Lourtney Love Story. * Completed 5/24/2021

The world can be a dark place...but not always.