Oh Aew is anxious about the future. It's always hard to deal with changes, even more when they lead to the future. But at least, he has Teh to always make things better. "Looking back, after all those years without talking with each other or when we were a huge confusion and indecision, I wonder how life could've bee...
Bas was ready to love Oh-Aew with all his heart. But how can you love someone whose heart it's already taken? "But, right now, both of us could say the same thing: 'There's no way to control the way we feel'. We can't just switch our hearts and minds. We're not guilty for the way we feel."
Next to the admission results, Teh starts to pack it up his high school things. In this process, memories couldn't stay untouched. The Chinese lessons, the coconut scent, the love. "I'm so sorry", "I miss you", "I'm in love with you. So much that it's freaking scary", "Please, don't leave me".
Even with Bas, Oh Aew's mind keeps tricking him to think about Teh. No matter how hard he tries, his stupid heart keeps looking for Teh. "But if he's the best, why do I keep wanting you?"
Oh-Aew suffering is really painful. His eyes, gestures, even the way he breathes shows how he's feeling, even if he doesn't say much. But what about the unsaid words that he keeps? "I hate you. I hate to love you."
While running together, so many thoughts appears in Oh-Aew's head. Maybe the strongest one is how he wishes Teh sees a little underneath. "Will you allow me?"
Trying to organize and understand his feelings, Teh writes a letter that will never be send. A letter full of his emotions and fears, in the confusion of falling in love with his best friend. "Falling in love as deep as falling into an abyss"