Relationships are hard. When growing up and growing apart go hand in hand, sometimes you can't help but to await the inevitable. Can you ever really get over your first and only true love? STARTED: May 2, 2022 ENDED: December 2, 2022 Will contain foul language, alcohol abuse, sexual relations, and triggering situations. ANY & ALL gifs, images, and music belong to their respective owners. I only own the story. BTS character use is only intended for visuals and in no way represents their real life personalities. This story is in no way meant to insult or defame any character therein.

i'm sorry, for hurting you. i love you, even if you don't. forgive me, for being a monster.

A Kim Namjoon Mafia AU "You're an animal, Namjoon." I yelled the moment he had flung me onto his bouncy bed. "Don't work that mouth in a way that I have to discipline you, princess." #9 in mafiaprincess #2 in btsnamjoon 🥈 2nd place winner in Smeraldo Awards 2021

"sit closer to me, that guy is undressing you with his eyes." "aren't you doing the same?"

"If this is a dream, I would like to wake up from it right now." Date Started: 02 / 18 / 2018 Date Finished: 05 / 31 / 2018

I always wondered why she shed those tears on her beautiful face. Date Started: 08 / 24 / 2018 Date Finished: 10 / 17 / 2018

"you certainly do make me feel pretty." (TRIGGER WARNING - eating disorder, self-harm.)

I need something to hold on to. TO STRENGTHEN myself once again to believe in. Good luck with that because I only have my WINGS left to fly with.

❝𝐍𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦, 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭,❞ 𝐀 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫. 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭. 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐬𝐤? 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧... 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 ❖ ⋄ ⋄ ⋄ ⇢ ⋄ ✾ ⋄ ⇠ ⋄ ⋄ ⋄ ❖

The day you turn 18, you can officially begin the search for your other half, your soulmate. !!DISCONTINUED!!