با دنیای واقعی زمانی آشنا شد که بَگرا بدون هیچ هشداری او را از حقیقت مطلع ساخت با احساسی آمیخته از عشق و تنفر... با تلاشی بی‌فایده برای نجات خود از باتلاقِ حقیقت در راهی قدم گذاشت که انتهایش مشخص نبود... ولی آیا تمام حقایق را به او گفته بودند؟ یا فقط قسمتی از آن را؟

_اوم.... خب، مادرت مثل تو بود. خوشگل، زیبا، با چشمای سبز و موهای سرخ... همه او را بد خطاب میکردند... "کسی که نفرتش از گریفیندور شهره بود" اما مگر مردم خوب یا مرگخوار اند؟ "ردای سیاهش... " آیا کسی که خوب است نمی‌تواند مرگخوار باشد؟ "همیشه ولدمورت را لرد سیاه خطاب میکرد" آیا تمام مرگخواران بد اند؟ "نفرتش از پاتر در لحظه اول قابل مشاهده بود" مگر او نبود که جان پاتر را از دست بلک نجات داد؟ "چرا جادوگران پنهانند؟" "اعماق جادو تاریک است." و تاریکی پر خطر. "سیاهی به معنای بد بودن نیست" خوب بودن چیست؟ "خوب و بد نسبی است... "کلید را خواهم یافت" و کلید در اعماق نهفته است... "و جنگل عمیق است... عمیق و ممنوع. و من آنجا خواهم بود در دل سیاهی..." کابوس چشمان را می‌سوزاند... درد هشیار میکند.... حقیقت محض همیشه دروغ است.... بشنو از سکوت... که تنها سکوت حقیقت است...

TW: seriously this story contains a little bit of everything that may trigger you. Idk I was in a dark place. Alex is back. A new year and a new adventure. As the witch returns to Hogwarts she begins to see the changes. The Wizarding World isn't the same. With Voldemort on the rise she has to be alert at every turn. Every day he grows stronger which means trouble for Alex. Not only that, but Severus is more on edge than ever. What will become of Alex and Severus's relationship as the year passes? Continue your journey with Alex as she fights the hardest battle yet. A battle to save the people she holds dearest.

TW: listen, I wrote this when I was 15 years old. I don't remember what's in half of it, nor do I really want to. 😅 It's not well written. It's crude, immature, and above all- a cry for help. The only reason I haven't archived it is because writing this story helped me disassociate for many years. It is what kept me going and while I don't really remember it's contents I do know I poured all of my personal trauma into it depending on my mood which was- well I'm on mood stabilizers now. 😅 Anyway it was the only thing I really had in life for a long time. I guess I'm still weirdly holding onto as a piece of me. Like my own little horcrux. That being said I do remember this can be just outright horrific. TW TW TW TW TW for literally everything. I don't know how else to put it. If you have a major trigger it's more than likely in this series and I didn't know what a trigger warning was so- enjoy. Or don't. Either way. 😅 I'm so sorry. Alex Knight is a Slytherin at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She's in her fifth year and desires nothing more than to one day get away from her family to something better. As the year unravels Alex finds out things about herself that changes her entire life for good. Things really start to complicate when she falls for the potions master and nothing is ever the same as it was. Follow Alex on an adventure of new found knowledge, family secrets, hidden pasts, and much much more. I would also like everyone to remember I finished book one and two at the age of fifteen. So, please 😅

Book 3 of the Descendant of Merlin series. Together at last, Isabella and Severus have found a strange freedom in each other. But Darkness is stirring again in the wizarding world and they will have to use their unique talents and mentalities to navigate a new era of instability. When Harry Potter returns to the world of magic his presence seems to bring the worst out in Severus. Can Isabella handle feeling like she will always come second to Severus' lost love, or will the demons of her husband's past drive a wedge between them?

Book 2 of the Descendant of Merlin series. Summer before seventh year is well underway, and Isabella is learning there is much more to the potions master than she realized. When school resumes, how will she juggle her new responsibilities along with her true desires? With the ups and downs that come with loving Severus Snape and new revelations about her family and childhood, there is only one thing Isabella knows; she must be true to herself. Severus is beginning to see Isabella in a different light. There's something-darker about her that he had never noticed. For both of their future safety, he must make every effort to push her away, but has he finally met the one person patient and persistent enough to soften his will? After all these years of pain and solitude, there's only one thing the war veteran knows; he must stay true to his mission. Can their passion unite them, or will their ambitions tear them apart? Either way, it's going to be a bumpy ride.

(Post-marauders, Pre-Harry) The year is 1985. After Voldemort's apparent demise at the end of a devastating war, Severus Snape is just trying to get by in a wizarding world he no longer feels he has a place in. Cold and critical, he knows the day will come when his demons will come back to haunt him, but today is not that day. Unknown to her classmates, Isabella Fellstone has a few secrets of her own. Reserved and analytical, she is a star chaser on the Slytherin quidditch team and excellent in potions and charms. Is it really surprising that the blood of Merlin, himself, runs through her veins? When Isabella's talents and recklessness lead to her spending an unusual amount of time with her head of house, will they be brought together by their surprising similarities or will Severus's walls and sour disposition become more than Isabella bargained for? Book 2 completed.

A surprise is lurking around the corner for Snape just after the war. It had been a year of pure struggle to overcome the pain and healing that was needed to recover after the war. Despite Snape wishing that he had died he somehow did not. When he returns to work, back as a defence teacher and the head of Slytherin, the walls of Hogwarts finally gives back but it isn't how he expected. Resentment was evident but headmistress McGonagall forces him to keep going. To push until there is nothing left to push.

On hold, I'm not dead guys, I've just taken a break from writing, some day I'll come back to writing my books💜 Now that Voldemort has returned things are about to get much darker; with Severus who has been ordered to bring Alecto to the dark lord, but things take an odd turn one day when Alecto finds a time turner and things start to go horribly wrong. Be sure to have read the first and second book, this book can't stand alone. Disclaimer- all Credit goes to J.K Rowling, except Alecto Black of course, who I've created.

Alecto would be attending her 5th year at Hogwarts where Severus is willing to fix their relationship and build it up after her fourth year. The Triwizard tournament will also be at Hogwarts this year and what happens when darkness rises once again and the dark secrets of Alecto's true self are revealed. [I suggest you read the first book before reading this one] Disclaimer- All the characters and main Harry Potter story belongs to J.K Rowling!