Noah was Ava's cousin and best friend, but when he's found dead on his room floor things take a drastic turn in her life. They confirmed that the cause of his death was suicide by the clear evidence of the gun in his hands.Ava doesn't believe a thing of what they're saying and wants to find the truth on her own. Ava meets Billie at a party but she feels like she has seen her before. Only after getting to know each other better she realises she was at her cousin's funeral. Billie becomes the only person who believes in her and even supports her through the search of answers, but she's also full of mystery . Will Ava find the truth? What happens between Billie and Ava? It might seem like a boring book at first, but as you reach the end, you'll realise that small details added together made the entire book make sense. ⚠️ g!p explicit scenes vulgar language mentions of sexual abuse ⚠️

g!p "dude" billie scoffed. "we're just friends, why do you care so much?" "because friends don't go sneak around and do the things we do!" i cried. "can't you tell that i like you?" "well... don't" she shrugged while turning around to leave.

"promise me you're not gonna tell anyone" billie lowly told me while interlocking our pinkies together. "because if you do, i'll kill you, got it?" "is that a threat?" i giggled at her. "i'm being serious" she raised her brows up and looked at me. "i will kill you" "i promise" i sighed. "don't break it" promises always get broken, don't they?

falling in love with my bully wasn't what I had planned for senior year. its not something I regret either. Disclaimer: this is a G!P (girl with a shlong) This book contains triggering topics such as: mental illness, chronic illness, sh, suicide, abuse. The way people act in this book is fully fictional. They do not act like this in real life. -contains a lot of in depth smut- 🏅1st in #billieeilish 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅2nd in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #billie 🏅8th in #bi 🏅6th in #eilish 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg