"Why do you always call me 'Pretty Boy', Derek?" "Cause that's what you are, Spencer. And I'm gonna tell you how pretty you are every, single, goddamn day for the rest of my life." -------------------------- Highest rankings: 1# in sperek 1# in jereau 2# in moreid (19/12/23) 4# in morgan 6# in jenniferjereau

Why is life so unfair? No one deserves this. As I sit in this waiting room, I lose track of time. I messed up and I may never get the chance to tell him how I feel. Derek Morgan/Spencer Reid

"I'm gonna miss you." I choke. "I'll miss you too. But I'll be waiting for you when you get back." He said. I couldn't control it anymore. The tears spilled down my face like a waterfall and I let out a chocked sob. Derek hugged me tightly as I cried. He too began to cry. We both looked like fools standing,hugging and crying in the middle of a driveway. He kissed me with so much force and our salty, bitter tears dripped into my mouth. Our last kiss. I admires every moment of it. Honk! The taxi pulled up at the end of my driveway. I sobbed harder. "I love you." Derek said. "I love you too." I snuffle. Derek gave me one last hug before letting me go. "I love you." He said as I headed towards the taxi. "I love you too." I said. He watched me as I got into the taxi and waved to me. He fell to his knees and cried. I could faintly hear him yelling "Come back!" as the taxi pulled out of the driveway.

The BAU has been together for years, fighting crime, solving cases, saving the world one step at a time..becoming a loving, caring and happy family. But what happens when something goes wrong? Something completely unexpected.. Someone snaps.. Everything changes in the blink of an eye.

This is my first fic that will potentially contain smut. Spencer Reid is a 19 year old omega who was abused by his beta father after the death of his mother. Aaron Hotchner is a 28 year old alpha lawyer who, once he finds him, will do anything for his mate. Once they are together, Spencer finds the courage to tell Aaron about his way of coping with his trauma. Regression. And Aaron is happy to let his omega do what ever it is he needs to in order to be mentally and physically healthy. Healing is a difficult thing and he understands that.