[COMPLETED] In which years after debuted under that company, finally Jin got enough. He puts his resignation letter on the table of the director's office. Frequently hinting about leaving, Jin brought up the word 'disbandment'. It broke every pieces of their heart hearing the one who used to persuade them to keep running together is the one now, who brought up the word. They grew apart that is what it is. TW : Self-harm, suicidal thoughts, dark thoughts, mention of blood All Rights Reserved ⓒ2020 RosellyJin Cover contribution by @jhopeeismysunshine

[COMPLETED] A member have to beg to the other members who are the producers of their songs for his voice to be included in their songs. Kim Seokjin have to beg to Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon for his part. How sad is this? How about one day, Jin completely lost his voice and all the members want is just to hear their hyung's voice once again. The moment Jin was told that he can't sing anymore, he completely shut his life. Live in darkness. Love and appreciate him before it's too late. Why does it hurt so much just to live a life? His existence itself was a mistake. If living his life is this painful, he would choose to die. He is a fighter. He fights for people's happiness but not for his own, just like an angel. WARNING : This fiction is based on my mind. I do not own any of the characters and the story line is purely fictional. Please excuse any grammatical mistakes and typos. Cringe and immatured. All Rights Reserved ⓒ2017 RosellyJin

it's ineffable, but here are some words that describe a few pieces of the puzzle. tw: mention of ed, sh, sa, suicide, depression/anxiety [original poetry by marah nikaylan (aka nikay)]

in which I write random poems without meaning to under the insistence ~threats~ of a good friend