Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

"ᴡʜʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ" ᴅᴀᴡɴ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ, ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴏᴋ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ." - ᴀꜱ ᴀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ᴀ ʀᴇɢᴜʟᴀʀ, ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɢʀᴏᴡꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀᴄᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ; ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ɪꜱ ᴇɴᴛɪᴄɪɴɢ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴ ꜰɪᴄ.

"you're so..." saylor started to say, but she cut herself off with a sharp inhale. i narrowed my eyes, and i took my sucker out as i peered down at her. "so what, saylor?" she cut her eyes at me. "you're so fucking annoying." i hummed. "well, you can either suck it up and deal with me, or you can get the fuck out. i really couldn't care less either way," i shrugged as i popped my sucker back into my mouth. ========================== alex hale is cold, closed off, and brooding. due to their past, they have a hard time letting people in, trusting people, and opening up. they have less than healthy ways of coping. although saylor kincaid's past wasn't kind to her either, she's quite the opposite of alex. she's loving, too kind for her own good, and tries to see the best in everybody. regardless of how people have treated her, she still can't find it in her heart to not help them. what happens when saylor joins alex's band, which forces the two to constantly be around the other? will they learn to get over their clear differences, or were they doomed from the start? ========================== lowercase intended ========================== started: 11/20/2022 ended: 6/22/2023

Billie smirks and squeezes my hand, leaning into my ear, 'Dont worry, I don't bite,' she pauses and my breath hitches, 'unless you want me to.' My eyes widen and my face goes pale, 'Wh-what's that supposed to mean?' Billie chuckles, 'You'll find out soon enough, I can already tell you're questioning.' The bell for the end of lunch rings, and Billie picks up her journal, walking to her next class. Questioning what? In this book, Billie is the quiet girl at school, but she takes a special liking to you... #1 in #billie (12/23/22) #1 in #gxg (12/24/22) #1 in #girlxgirl (12/24/22) Completed! (1/26/23)

even when trying to avoid everyone in her new city, anastasia mitchell stumbles upon a girl and later realizes they're not really strangers like she thought... - fanfic about billie eilish - intentional lowercase typing - mature - if you lack patience, then beware. also, this was one of my first stories so ease up.

Jemma is homeless. Billie is an A-list celebrity. See what happens. Number one in #charity (3/31/23)!!

Emery, known for her independence and introvert tendencies decides to venture out, leading her into the arms of the unexpected, Billie Eilish. -lowercase intended -tw: loss of family member -events taking place may not be 100% accurate

!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 11/3/2020 ended: 3/18/2021

memory /ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the remembering or recollection of a dead person, especially one who was popular or respected ============================== "dancing through our house with the ghost of you..." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== this story contains sensitive topics such as death, suicide, depression, and self harm. please do not read if such things are triggering ============================== started: 3/14/2022 ended: 4/9/2022

(COMPLETED) sequel to "7 days in limbo" - spoilers in description Mara and Billie, while on tour in Europe, learn a lot can go wrong in just 8 nights. Mara is having trouble with adjusting to life on the road. Meanwhile Billie struggles to understand her feelings and what they mean for her. Their relationship is put to the test when Mara gets dragged into a world of crime and secrecy. The nights that follow are hell for both of them. #bottombillie