Y/n turned 19 and is moving out of her parent's house to go live with her online bestfriend Tara Yummy. Tara is dating Jake Webber, he lives with Johnnie Guilbert. With being the shy and secluded person you are will you be able to make a move on Johnnie? What will be the outcome for Y/n and Johnnie?

All though y/n was a very bright and happy girl the bruises laid beneath her make up told a different story. What happens when and accident at a party turns to a mirical

an english girl moves to la and meets her celebrity crush

You work the night shift at your family Cafe. it's boring and you've always felt lonely, until someone special walks into your life and flips it upside down.

Warnings: Mental illnesses OD ED SH Rape Suicide Hospitals Smoking Blood For some reason on pt. Three it shows the characters and playlist so if you want to see that id advise you to look at that first.(sorry for spelling mistakes😭) STORY ENDS ON A CLIFHANGER😘 N:1 IN MDE N:2 IN JOHNNIEXREADER N:3 IN READATYOUROWNRISK

❝𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰...𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶❞ - Alex g ★★★ || TW: BEER, YELLING, DEPRESSION. || "Johnnie make me understand what got you so mad that night. If you don't want to be with me, let me go, I need closure," She spoke with passion, and tears of her own started to slip down her cheeks and he stood there and was struck In the chest about the realness of this situation. He didn't know what to say to y/n, so he was stuck between sentences trying to find the right words. "Johnnie that was the most intense argument we ever had. I need an explanation. You said some cruel things to me, and I don't know if I can move past this without an explanation." "I- don't know." He held himself back, uncertainly in his tone, but deep down he knew the real reason. He had cut himself that night, deeper then he had ever done before. He also knew if he went into detail, that she'd understand, she wouldn't hold anything against him. He just couldn't bare in his mind that it would be an explanation, in his mind, it wasn't a reason to be mad, it was a way of gaining sympathy points, so he held back. "That's why we could never work, you can't even communicate with me Johnnie." Her words, laced with such potent venom, reverberated through the room, striking not only Johnnie but also herself. The sheer sourness and cruelty of her tone caught them both off guard. It was a bitter pill to swallow, realizing that she had unleashed such harshness upon him, words she never thought she would utter in her lifetime. The bitterness and cruelty were unfamiliar to her, but love has a way of unearthing our deepest truths. Johnnie made the painful decision to walk away, leaving her in a deafening silence that echoed their shattered connection. 'I can't wait for you.' ★★★ STARTED: October 7th, 2023 FINISHED: October 17, 2023 ★★★

You've always never fit in. Always struggled with mental health and making friends. But you meet someone... different from everyone else. WARNING ⚠️ ‼️ 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮, 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴, 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘨𝘦. 𝘐𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬. (this is my very first fan fiction, so I apologize if it's cringe lol hope you enjoy)

|| MATURE THEMES: SUICIDE || 10 days is, 240 hours, Or 14400 minutes, Or 864000 seconds. That's how much time they had together before her last breath. ✶ ✶ ✶ I hadn't told a single soul about how I felt, including Johnnie. He would tell me his issues, and I'd help him in every way that I could. I didn't let anybody know, and I don't hold that against anyone that was in my life. I kept my problems hidden for a number of reasons, I felt hopeless, alone, and mostly afraid. I didn't want people to see how I was really doing, I wanted to keep up with the persona of that 'enthusiastic girl on YouTube' I don't blame him, and I don't blame my subscribers for not noticing. I hid it well, maybe even too well with the amount of dread I was in. I loved Johnnie, and I'll always love him, he helped me without even realizing it. All this pain, all this anger, flushed away by his presence. He was the love of my life. So I made a plan, 10 days, 10 possibilities, 10 possible outcomes. I would give myself 10 days to live my life to the fullest, so on that horrific last day -the 10th day- I could determine my suicide. I would look for hope within that ten days, and if I found something to stay for, I would get help. If things got worse, then that was going to be my last day. ✪ ✪ ✪ STARTED: October 17, 2023 FINISHED: October 22. 2033 ★ ★ ★

You are a 24 year old female struggling with mental health issues. Although of these problems, you try to be the best you, you can be. You haven't had a relationship in a while, you just want to find "the one". And who will that be? Will it be easy for this relationship? Who will get in the way? Will it end in true love or heartbreak? °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° "I'm not sure how to explain. Nothing bad has happened, I am doing well in life right now, but for some reason, I still don't feel... happy." I paused, trying to find the right way to word what I wanted to say. Y/n: "No matter what is going on around me, I can't find peace in my mind." °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° Tara: "Okay, guys, this is y/n!" Tara said as I stood awkwardly and waved. Although all of the people in the room were beautiful and kind some kind of intimidating, one caught my eye. He had long black hair with bangs that swooped to the side. °•▪︎○☆○▪︎•° trigger warnings: Self harm eating problems Talk of mental health (maybe) sexual situations Body image Suicide Sexual Assault

|| MATURE THEMES: BLOOD/GORE/ SUICIDE || "We didn't make out, or do anything. I just remember, I was lonely." -Salvia Palth - "You're so pretty." I said breathlessly and his eyes soften at my words. It felt like my heart skipped a beat when I muttered those words out. These feelings that started to sprout, was making me feel like I needed to run, or that I needed to do laps around the house. These feelings were long forgotten, something I haven't felt in a long time, like some foreign feeling. "What happened to you? Because I know you didn't just move here for a place to live. Something happened," I try to remain composed, because he was still a drunken man -drunk people say stuff all the time- so I make my way out of his room and he mutters something I never believed would fall out of his mouth. "You're pretty to." !!! READ TO FIND OUT !!!! ✪✪✪✪ STARTED : September 18 ENDED: September 23 ✫✫✫✫ #817 mentalhealth 09/23/23 #38 Johnnieguilbert 09/26/23 #4 Johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 # Johnnieguilbert 10/4/23 #355 alcohol 09/27/23 #79 read at your own risk 09/27/23 #237 weed 09/27/23 #498 TriggerWarning 09/27/23 #219 Smoking 09/27/23 #238 JakeWebber 09/27/23 #11 YoutuberXReader 10/4/23 #1 Johnnieguilbert 10/1/23 ✪✪✪✪ WORD COUNT: 9K