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The pain of being unable to move on from Shaniel, even after so many years, is like drowning in an endless sea of sorrow. It's a feeling of being stuck in time, unable to move forward or find peace.
The memories of my first love linger like a stubborn stain, refusing to fade away no matter how much time passes. I know that I shouldn't hold onto the past, but the thought of letting go feels like a betrayal to the love that once was. It's as if I am trapped in a cycle of hopelessness and despair, unable to find a way out.
I see the life my best friend and my ex-girlfriend have built together, and I know that I should be happy for them, but it's like a dagger to the heart. It's my karma for pursuing her, even though I knew my best friend had feelings for her first. I feel like the lotus from the dirty water, forever tainted by my past love and memories, and unable to rise above them.
But then my window covered with a heavy curtain allowed a light to seep through that it blinded me for a second. "There's hope for us, Doc Pierce." Sasha giggled like it was ridiculous, but she sounded hopeful. And like a lotus from the dirty water...I wish to grow and find light against the murky water that I am in...
Broken me can hope, right?
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