I've always had a feeling that I would die young. Ever since I started pondering on deaths door I've had this feeling. I could care less about the hell and heaven shenanigans, but death. I want it. The end of my life. I want to be in my suit, in my coffin, in the ground and my soul to be gone. I've been waiting for 16 years, yet no sign of death opening his door no matter how many times I ring his doorbell. Yeah, I enjoy thinking about my end. Especially at moments like this... *** #1 physical #1 cuteguys #1 addiction #2 self-esteem *** Started: 7 November 2022 Finished: 18 April 2024

Feeling his tall frame behind me he wondered to my zipper and helped me putting it down. With my dress now on the floor I felt his rough hands on my shoulders and his hot breath down my neck. "Turn around for me." He said softly. Doing so I looked up into his beautiful hazel eyes that sparkled with desire. "Tell me what you want me to do Evangeline." He didn't deserve this. Someone like me. But I needed him and I couldn't resist him any longer. "Fuck me, Vince". I whispered seductively finally giving up. covers by design.with.tijana (on insta) ...................................................... Evangeline Bianchi runs away from her father, the man who destroyed her soul in an attempt of creating a Queen worth of his legacy, seeking the only thing she truly desired. Freedom. After her successful scape she starts her journey, leaving behind everything she ever knew. But it all goes south when he appears into her life, the only thing she never planned. Vincent Castellano was everything she couldn't control. A force of nature that forced his way in accompanied by a deal. The deal that changed everything.

Azalea Flores Ivanov's life is as bright and hopeful as her cheerful demeanor. As a young doctor with a heart full of sunshine, she brings light into the lives of her patients, always believing in the goodness of the world. But one fateful decision - taking a shortcut home - turns her life upside down. Enter Silas Ace Zavetti. The name alone strikes fear in the hearts of many. The ruthless, cold mafia leader is the embodiment of terror, a man with no mercy and a reputation as dark as the underworld he controls. When he crosses paths with Azalea, something inside him stirs - a desperate yearning to understand the girl who sees the world through a lens of kindness. He craves her smile, her warmth, but can someone like him ever deserve it? Azalea never imagined that the man who could ruin lives could also make her question everything she knows about right and wrong. Will the girl who can't hurt a fly soften the heart of the most dangerous man alive? And can Silas leave his brutal past behind for a chance at something beautiful? Or will their worlds collide, destined to fall into chaos? A gripping tale of love, redemption, and the power of second chances. Will Azalea and Silas defy fate, or will their connection be the very thing that tears them apart?

Luisa blase a broken doll without a purpose. She needed to survive. She was so focused on surviving that she stop focusing on other people whats good most of the time but everything goes wrong eventually right?

Atlas saves Jolene one day and develops an irrational love, which later causes chaos in her world. His extreme obsession turns him into a stalker with only one goal in mind: owning Jolene Hansley. After months of randomly meeting Atlas everywhere she went, Jolene travels to Italy for a business meeting. She meets Dario Romano, the Italian Mafia Don, to discuss a business contract, but then Atlas shows up. A hero can turn into a villain, and a villain can turn into a hero. ~~~ *Warning: Vulgar Language, Violent Acts, Spicy Scenes (not explicit)* All Rights Reserved August 2022

~ Belladonna flower ~ A gift of belladonna might interpreted as a warning or a symbol of death. Rebecca Rose - A sweet and kind hearted girl, who tries her best to stay in the shadows. But what happens when her dark past starts to haunt her. With her mother and brother dead because of a car crash when she was little. She was left with her father, the same father she killed later on. But why? How did a sweet girl turn to murder. How did she become the best known assassin Belladonna. Lorenzo Romano - Your typical bad boy and next in line to the Italian mafia. The boy had nothing on his mind beside revenge. Revenge for his mother and revenge for his little sister who were both killed by a unknown killer. What happens when a girl with a dark past saves his life. She went from someone he didn't know existed to wanting to know everything about her. But what happens when things start to connect, things she didn't know were related to her. With love, betrayal and revenge mixed into it. Would their love for each other beat the dark truth. *** Started ~ 30 July 2022 Finished ~ 20 March 2023

They say revenge is best served cold...but hate is best served heated. Talented figure-skater April Jones and charming hockey captain Blake Beckett have tolerated one another for as long as they can remember, repressing a lifelong feud to be the very best. So, what happens when the pair discovers that other feelings may lie beneath the surface, feelings neither have experienced before? Will they choose to explore these feelings with one another, or will they refuse to let each other get in the way of their success? And, the most important question of all- whose heart will melt, and whose will remain ice cold?

[ongoing] what if the boy who ruined your life comes crashing back into it? ✰ ✰ ✰ Briar Elliot's worst fear just came true. Casey Brandt is to blame.

A guarded college quarterback's dark past resurfaces when classmate Elena Madison pierces his cold exterior, sparking a dangerous connection that could either redeem or destroy them both. *** Everyone at Ohio State University knows about Blake Andrews, the infamous all-star quarterback of the football team and rumored insomniac. Most refer to him as crude, egotistical, and cold. It isn't until he meets Elena Madison that his world is suddenly flipped upside down. She brings the dark past he has tried to keep hidden for years up to the surface, risking pulling them both under for good. Undeniable attraction radiates between the two clashing souls and he begins to wonder if she can save him from the darkness within him. He's never met someone with such an irritating personality; with her persistent desire to know more about him despite his exhausted efforts to push her away. She is about to uncover what's hidden under his rough and cold exterior-whether she's ready for it or not. After all, eyes are the window to the soul. *** "Thank you," he murmurs sleepily, raising his hand to bring it to my cheek. His thumb slides against my soft skin slowly, it burns hot at his touch. "For what?" I question, my eyes feeling very swollen and heavy now. He takes a deep breath and swallows. "For being my light." *** *MATURE* HIGHEST RANKINGS #1 in enemiestolovers #1 in collegeromance #1 in panicattacks #1 in badboy #1 in brooding #1 in enemiestofriends #1 in trauma #1 in grumpyxsunshine