"YOU CAN'T WAKE UP! THIS IS NOT A DREAM!" When Ranboo came out as non-binary, bisexual xe decided they wanted to use they/them and neopronouns. But what if their family didn't accept him? What if they left xe? What if they abused them? What if they destroyed all of xyr's friendships? Book 1 of the Losing Past Series NO SMUT OR SHIPPING

"Cross my heart, hope to die, to my best friend I'd never lie..." After struggling through the pain of losing his parents, Tommy finally gets to go to a watercolour club where he meets a kid called Taurus. Taurus already seemed so familiar. It was like he already knew him. But he'd never seen him. It wasn't possible... was it? Ranboo had been welcomed into the watercolour club months before Tommy arrived. He'd been doing well expanding what he painted and had continued to paint the things he was passionate about. But when Tommy arrived it was like his life had been thrown into a blender. The mental health issues he thought he had worked past were coming back. Streaming stopped being happy times and started being times of fear. NO SHIPPING! Cover Art by luverbly on Instagram