theodore decker had felt jealousy in life, almost everyone had.
but when the one person he felt happy, loved, and calm around got a girlfriend?
god, it sucked.
❝ you're stuck in my head and i can't get you out of it,
if i could do it all again, i know i'd go back to you ❞
where a sixteen year old boy realises he has feelings for his best friend.
[basically the goldfinch but gayer]