(Au Merthur with smut) Arthur is filled with guilt. Pain he has caused himself by mistake. Memories he will never be able to forget. And will never forgive himself for. But those memories seem ease a slightly for each day Merlin stays by his side. And soon he gets filled with new passion. Love for his servant... Note; a few events haven't happened in my story as they had in the tv-series... And few events will happen but they will be changed to fit in my story. Hopefully you will enjoy my story~