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If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow
ToriDreamsOfTomorrow
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**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.
Atelophobia|| victuri  by yurioniceepisode10
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Atelophobia: The fear of not being good enough. •• All his life, all that mattered to Yuuri was being good enough. Expectations were sky high for him, and that was slowly tearing him apart. He wanted it to stop. He wanted everything to stop. He didn't even know who he was anymore. He was so scared of failure and disappointing people, it was driving him insane. Yuuri often isolated himself from everyone. He didn't like people helping him because he felt as if he was letting them down. He felt empty. He felt worthless. Suddenly, someone comes into Yuuri's life that is willing to support him through everything and help him find himself again. Viktor. •••• {credit to artist for the cover art} Sorry for the shitty description
The Damage Has Been Done (Peterick) by InsanityLivesAgain
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*One-shot* Pete can't remember a single thing from the night before, worst of all, he can't remember what exactly he did.
Abomination (Ryden) by rydenLJfics
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Author: repulsive_x on Livejournal. ALL CREDITS FOR THIS WONDERFUL STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR! Rating: NC-17 POV: 1st, Brendon’s Summary: Brendon develops a little crush on the pastor’s son.
coffee by livejournalryden
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Summary: Ryan is a misanthropic Starbucks barista who is a tired insomniac and just wants to be left alone. Then Brendon moves in. myheartradio on livejournal
I Do I Did by kayiswritting
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This is the dramatic sequel to 'Let's Not And Say We Did'. So read that one first. It's not all sunshine and rainbows after Pete And Patrick finally say "I Do". Kicking their enemies out of the wedding doesn't stop them from getting their payback. And they do it in a way that will change Pete and Patrick's lives together forever. Will their love be strong enough to withstand the challenges? Or will their "I Do" quickly become "I Did" ? (Don't read if you're expecting all happiness and fluff)
Hidden (Peterick) by Jaqualine1653
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/Trigger Warning, Violence, Self Harm, Domestic Violence/ Highschool AU
Run Dry (Peterick Mpreg) by ixel631
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I Hate Dads, But I Am One|Peterick Fic by xfalloutgirlsx
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Peterick,{Obvi} Trohley, Phan, Ferard, Others I can't remember, And Patrick is pregnant Kay:)
The Young In Our Veins (Ryden) by kaydwen
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Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.