A party brings Ellie back to Nick-her childhood best friend that she cut out of her life unwillingly four years ago. But with the return of Nick in her life also brings the return of the man she had an obnoxiously huge, embarrassing crush on as a teenager. His brother, Joe. What starts as friendship between the two slowly shifts into something else. While Ellie's past threatens to pull her under, Joe's steady presence offers something she's never really had: safety. Sometimes love isn't a lightening strike... it's a slow burn you never see coming.

rewrite of "everything i wanted" part 1 - it's time to go that old familiar body ache the snaps from the same little breaks in your soul , you know when it's time to go part 2 - the great war always remember tears on the letters i vowed not to cry anymore if we survived the great war