Tragedy. A story of two boys discovering themselves. Working through life. Broken inside. Refusing to accept who they are. But when it gets down to it, trust and logic fall victim to hurt and suffering. It falls to denial. Yet it does not give up. Love never dies. Warnings: Drug use, underage drinking, exploration of depressing thoughts/ alluding to self harm(not actually doing it, though), some explicit sexual scenes.... take a few seconds to read the tags. The first 2 chapters will parallel the book, the 3rd chapter is where I really take off with my own storyline and pacing. If wanted, you could skip to chapter 3 without missing too much (this is really only for people who have already read the book, though). Think of this as a "fix it" fanfiction... only with a lot more hurting before the fixing.

theodore decker had felt jealousy in life, almost everyone had. but when the one person he felt happy, loved, and calm around got a girlfriend? god, it sucked.

One night while Theodore Decker, a 15 year old boy who's mom died in a tradgic bombing accident, is hanging out with Boris, a 16 year old ukrainian boy with mixed accent. That night, Theo gets drunk and too high. Theo accidentally confesses his feelings for Boris that night. Boris, who wasn't as drunk or high as Theo, (surprisingly) just thinks Theo is drunk and is being weird but he starts to think about what Theo said when he was drunk every night.

Theo and Boris are two boys surrounded by a desert in the middle of Nevada, Theos mom recently died and is now living with his dad Boris on the other hand doesn't know where his mom is at all and his dad is always working.

hi uh i currently don't know what i'm doing but please enjoy this:) ! (NO SMUT)

"But who would hold my hand and sit in my disgusting rot?" "Your rot is lovely" - Started 12/24/19

because boris and theo deserve their happy ending !! in this fic the main focus is on boris and theo, and not theo having the painting. it follows the storyline of the movie pretty well

I AM SO SORRY IF THIS BOOK IS CORNY I WAS 12 WHEN I WROTE IT‼️‼️ Theo ran away from his abusive family Who became more abusive when he came out to them he started his new life in LA he was 13 and had no where to go until he met Boris