Addiction is everlasting. There's no end, there's no reprieve. There is no getting better. You fail and you fall and you remake mistakes. But you're stronger for it. Being an addict doesn't mean you're weak, you're only weak if you let it make you as much. All you can do is fight, learn, be stronger from it. Find new addictions in better things, find addiction in love, in exercise, in poetry. Find a new addiction in being better. I had to take it into my own hands guys, there are ZERO phobe fanfics out there and if they are then GIVE ME THEM. Anyway, please enjoy what I intend to be a heartbreakingly gay love story. phoebe x fem!reader

Julien Baker and Abigail Brooks have been a happy couple for years now. They bought an apartment together, and adopted their dog, Dorothea (named after the Taylor Swift song, of course). They're that couple that the media obsesses over, given that Julien is a popular music artist, and the couple that's just always doing well. They've had their ups and down individually, but together they are unstoppable. So what happens when they are stopped, by an unidentified source that's causing Abigail's health to falter? Started: July 16th, 2023 Finished: March 11th, 2024 #1 in "boygenius" as of 8/23/24

Second Impact Syndrome (SIS) is a condition in which an individual experiences a second head injury before complete recovery from an initial head injury. Symptoms can include anything from headache, nausea, confusion, and blurry vision to memory loss and even brain death. Rose Gilmore, the best friend of Billie Eilish, in medical terms was lucky. Though in same cases she would've much preferred death over what she lost instead. A full ride scholarship to Julliard, a role for her dream of being on Broadway, and a vast majority of her memories. The only person she seems to remember is Billie, her blue-eyed best friend who she's been, not slowly at all, falling in love with for years. So much so she starts to wonder if she made her up. After a surprise kiss in a bathroom at a birthday party, the two then sweeping through a two week long whirlwind romance. Dates and making love underneath the stars and in the backseat of cars. Cuddles and movie nights and homemade dinners together. Until an unexpected fight over Billie's commitment lead to a freak accident upstairs. Billie is now left to care for Rose during her recovery, regaining her motor skills and memory. Though she'll have to decide which memories she prefers for her to keep and whether this lifelong friendship can lead to anything more. ~ This book contains graphic content of head injuries, anxiety, depression, memory loss, self harm, and sexual content. All chapters will be marked with content warnings beforehand.

I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

When Arabella's roomate and best friend since freshman year of high school, starts crushing on Phoebe Bridgers, she gets dragged along to meet the singer, and the band Phoebe is apart of. After that, her life changes for the better, as she makes new life time friends, and finds herself falling for an amazing, black haired, singer, named Lucy Dacus. Lucy Dacus fanfic. Slight Phoebe Bridgers x NB.

growing up in foster care offered phoebe too many horror stories and proof that not only was the world a bad place, but people were bad, too. but what happens when she meets hayley williams? phoebe told herself she would never trust again, never get close to people who could hurt her or leave, but she thinks, maybe hayley is an exception. highest rankings🏅 #2 in hayley williams #16 in tayley #1 in paramore

sapphic one shots of my wife! warnings: strong langauge, drinking, 🍃. she/her pronouns, fem reader, but i can do requests with different pronouns and specific scenarios :) i will put specific warnings at the start of each chapter if they need any. no smut disclaimer: i don't know bea irl, these are just for fun cos i think she's an adorable human being

~some things you just can't speak about.~ // hazel eloise finley's old english and frankly quite pretentious name was never released to public whenever she survived the shooting at her high school. not even after the paramedics took her away with a severe bullet wound to the calf or even whenever she drug and hopped herself outside for medical attention afterwards either. only known as the jane doe that survived a school shooting, and the years of physical therapy, permanent nerve damage and chronic pain proved to be the least of her worries. it took years of therapy, hospitalizations, and prescriptions for her to even feel ready to start college after high school. and whenever she did, much like her name, she was determined to bury it. despite the trauma she went on to become one of the most gifted music majors enrolled at the prestigious university in Nashville, TN, an honors student, a residential advisor, and slowly making her way to the student council someday. Though just coming into her sophomore year, a heavily tattooed literature major transfers into the room across from hers that throws everything off track. Julien Rose Baker infuriated her at first, not only because her friends and roommates were loud and obnoxious and stayed up all hours of the night playing loud music and probably doing anything but studying, but because she was better than her, in every sense of the word. sight reading music without missing a beat or a note, shredding her guitar in nearly every practice room, leaving most professors in awe of her vocal range, and not to mention the writings of hers read during some of the english classes the two shared. it was jealousy at its finest. though whenever an unexpected turn of events leaves hazel almost having no choice but to be vulnerable, something else besides avoiding her dorm neighbor might turn into something else. ~ TW for gun violence, ptsd, anxiety, depression, etc...

After rebuilding her life, Magnolia Waters was still trying to grasp the concept of having someone love her. The actions of Tina Jong, her best friend, allowed her to have a chance. Tina knew that Julien Baker and her band, Boygenius were gonna play an acoustic set at the record shop the next day so she got the girl's number for Magnolia. Will the distance between them matter? Or will they be able to make things work? {might contain triggering topics, stay safe ❤️}

a cute, gay summer lover story in which you meet a girl called claire