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Tine
There are a lot of ways I expected this night to go, but curled up at a bar and drowning my sorrows is definitely not one of them. Sad part is, I don't even think it's breaking up with my girl that's got me all messed up. I'm pretty sure it's knowing my best friend is entertaining company that isn't me. It's never mattered before. Don't know why it's mattering tonight, but I'm starting to think the reason my relationships never last is because I've been overlooking the one I was meant to be with all along.
Sarawat
Is it sad that I revolve my life around my very straight best friend who I've been completely in love with since we were kids? Probably. Does that change anything? No. I've known for a long time that I'd never have a shot. It's depressing and painful as hell, but I learned a long time ago that I can live with being just friends easier than not having him at all. Until tonight that is, until he's had a bit too much to drink, and the consequences change everything between us. For better or worse, I know I can't keep silent anymore after tonight.
This is a short little 18K SarawatTine friends-to-lovers fanfiction where an oblivious Tine suddenly sees his best friend, Sarawat, in a whole new light. You can expect co-dependent best friends, 'they were practically already dating' and 'everyone knew but the oblivious one' vibes, and a bi-awakening. Brief mentions of Tine's parents having divorced when he was a child due to cheating, along with a toxic parent being emotionally abusive to Tine. All past tense and just mentioned briefly, along with a brief mention of a fight with a bully. Low-angst, fast-paced, banter between friends, and some steam!