Estrella was finally happy and engaged to the love of her life with a baby on its way, she could only think of her forever with her fiancé but when the past she thought she escaped unexpectedly caught up with her in the worse way possible, her forever is not as certain. "Your breast is so soft", he whispered in my ear. That was the first time someone had said that to me and it made me smile through the pleasurable torture he was inflicting on my already burning body but then again we were not supposed to be doing this. "Was this not a sin", I thought to myself. he was supposed to be doing this with his wife, not me and I was supposed to be taking care of their child and not sleeping with them. Yet I couldn't find myself withdrawing from him or her for that matter and I most importantly couldn't tell either of them what was actually happening because in a twisted way, I enjoyed what was going on and it will hurt me to put a stop to it. And I might love them both or not.

She knew they would never settle, so chose to not be emotionally connected to anyone since she knew she would leave them behind but then she met him, and little by little he broke down the walls she had taken so many years to build.