Kai has spent his life in the shadows-silent, unwanted, and unseen by the one person who should have protected him: his father. But when Beatrice, his soon-to-be stepmother, enters his world, everything begins to change. With her gentle guidance, fierce belief in his art, and quiet understanding of his deepest needs, Kai is given a chance not just to heal, but to belong. As she helps him build a future, piece by piece-portfolio, paint, pacifiers, and all-Kai begins to wonder: is it possible to be seen, to be wanted, to be... loved?

When shy college student Ray moves into the penthouse of his mother's alluring friend, Grace, his world shifts in unexpected ways. Amid quiet nights and whispered glances, a magnetic tension ignites between them-a dangerous spark that threatens to unravel carefully guarded secrets and transform their lives forever. Warning: Age gap, Grace is 38 years and Ray is 20 years old

Dr. Nathan Hale, a 35-year-old perfectionist and respected cardiologist, has built his life around order, logic, and long hours at the hospital. Relationships? Too messy. Too unpredictable. His most recent attempt fizzled out, and he's convinced love just isn't in the charts for him. Until one day, after a routine consultation, a patient accidentally leaves behind a quirky-looking flyer in the exam room. It reads: "Two Months to Love: Pairing You With Your Perfect Partner for the Ultimate Relationship Experience." It sounds ridiculous... but on a bored, lonely night, curiosity wins. Nathan scans the code on the flyer, and soon he's answering hundreds of personality, lifestyle, and compatibility questions on an unusually intuitive matchmaking website. And just like that, Nathan is about to experience a relationship unlike anything he's known-structured, intense, and possibly... perfect?

Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks. But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy. This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten. *The sequel is out - Make me beg* https://www.wattpad.com/story/293369610-make-me-beg == Links == All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile! == Disclaimer == # This is a boy x boy story # Contains explicit language and content (+18!!) # Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning) == Rankings == Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE (and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )

Don't blush. It will just make you look sweeter... Whack! Smack! Slap! Xavier That sound has always made my heart flutter. Especially after a fateful game of truth or dare in college. Awkward freshman, meet dreamboat senior. Humiliating. Except I'm not in college anymore. I'm twenty-five, and inheriting my father's candy store. And that dreamboat is suddenly back in Denver. He's brought his dashing smile with him from Manhattan. Not to mention those strong hands. For one year, he's in Denver to manage a prestigious city redevelopment project. The kind of big budget thing they throw galas for. The kind of project that just might steamroll a little candy shop like mine. But when it comes to Dominick, it's not only my shop that's in trouble. If there is one man who can make me confess my desires, it's him. Desires I never thought I could speak, let alone feel... Desires that beat in my heart for him, whether I'm prepared to admit it or not. #4 - lgbt #1 - mxb

The story of a boy, a man, and a lie. Leo, an 18 year old high school senior overwhelmed by the pressures of work and school, finds himself desperately seeking an escape. His search leads him to an exclusive BDSM nightclub, a world he's never thought of dabbling in. When he catches the eye of a dominant, Leo faces a choice: will he run away from this intense new experience, or will he embrace it and seek more? READ: •⚠️Content Warnings ⚠️ -Violence (physical, emotional.) -Mention of drug use (Light) -Gay smut -Sex -Homophobia (Very Light) -Swearing/Slurs -AGE GAP!!! -BDSM topics -Bullying This story contains mature content between males! Do not report or hate just because you dislike mxb, bxb or mxm! Side note: This is not solely a smut filled story. Contrary to popular belief, there is in fact a storyline. I will at some point go back and tidy up my writing to make it look and flow better. My earlier chapters are honestly horribly written •Start date: January 21, 2023 •End date: February 17, 2024 Word Count: 174k •Rankings: #1- gaybdsm #1- student #2- boylove #4- mature #3- mxm #6- gayfiction #7- mxb #9- manxboy

"Just try it, it will feel amazing." She said wiggling it in front of my face. "Ew, God no." I replied, knocking it under the car seat "You're such a prude man" She snapped, getting out of the car. Aspen carter, the baby of the bunch .He's never went on a date , never had sex or even kissed someone before . In his defense it's so he can stay focused on getting into a great college, to become a chef. Well that takes a turn for the worst when he's finally fed up with his best-friends brother taunts and decides to take matters into his own hands . With an obsession with monkey bread and two overwhelming best friends. Aspen tries his best to make it out of high school in one piece. Well, maybe a few scratches wouldn't hurt. #1 in gay 6/24/2021 #1 in mxm 12/12/2022 #1 in submissives 1/14/2023

It was a routine ENT appointment gone very, very .... right?? Book One of the Dominant Doctor Series. Intro and Info only, the books have been removed from Wattpad.

Black Moon Series Book #4 Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering Do not read this if you haven't read at least I Would Give Him The Moon and Twisted Moon. It wouldn't make any sense. Sometimes you just don't need a vile family or to be beaten by your parents or an overly strict childhood to become a bad guy. Sometimes you just have it in you. Contrary to many delinquents, I never had to face anything like that. My parents lived well off. They loved me like parents are supposed to love their children; they cherished me and educated me well. I never really lacked anything, but I was attracted to bad guys. I just had it in me. Well that was until I met the right persons. Aaron Cox was one of them. He introduced me to a lifestyle that filled my need for guidance, my lack of authority and my lust for sex. And thanks to him I met the man who changed my life. However good things never last. My name is Jeremy and I'm going to tell you the short story of my life.

Black Moon Series Book #3 Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering You shouldn't read this story before you have read at least I Would Give Him The Moon as you'll be missing part of the plot otherwise. My name is Camden and my friends categorize me as a sadist. A sadistic Dominant. I need to get this anger within out and I do so by inflicting mental and physical pain to my Submissives. And yet the moment I get the best kicks is through the aftercare I dispense. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. * My name is Noah. I'm a homeless teenager who ran away from a homophobic family who never loved me because of what I supposedly did to my twin sister. I need pain to soothe my troubled mind. So I self-harm. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. "A lifetime of consumption, They've all become the same, I punish them for pleasure, And pleasure some with pain. I punish you with pleasure, And pleasure you with pain" Thirty Seconds To Mars - End Of All Days "I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide [...] When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide" Imagine Dragons - Demons