my name is panem and i have anthrophobia , whats anthrophobia you ask well i will tell you its the fear of people and society. And this is my story on how i live with it i may bore you its something i do very well , i don't tell my feelings and iv'e kept them inside my whole life . so why am i letting them all out now i met someone who has shown me that my feelings need to be let out if i were to have a life and that person is the only one i let in his name is Jordan he is my bestfriend and has been by my side for the past 5 months and i cant believe how fast i let him in hopefully this ends well

In 2019, Luke is 22 and fame has changed him. He is dating Emerald while his band mates are still single. He has forgotten anything and everything about love. "She didn't want to be like this . It wasn't even her choice, it was Luke's." Though Emerald lives a seemingly perfect life, Luke is not who he portrays himself as. Off camera he is demanding and abusive. Emerald loves Luke, or atleast thinks she does until she meets Ashton. He shows her what love really is. Throughout the story, she explains why she is still with Luke and how she wasn't always like this. She says that she is with him through guilt. Can she free herself from his grip and live happily with Ashton or will she be forced to live miserably with Luke? And what happens when Luke's friends are worse than Luke? *** Book 2: AfterLife "And that's when I realized, Oh, shit thats my girlfriend's daughter." ***

Trying to avoid the clichés in life, Maddy bumps into her childhood best friend and mates. It turns out that after hanging out for some time she discovers that adding sex to their friendship does lead to complications. [ We are forever but not all the time ]