(Phan+Kickthestickz) Dan and Phil live together for something like three years. Chris and Pj are like brothers. They are the best friends and they know everything about each other. Except.. They don't. Warning: there will be depression, attempted of suicide, alcohol, self-harm, smut and

Phil has secrets. Secrets he wouldn't tell anybody no matter how much he wanted to. And anyways, he doesn't have anyone to tell. It seems that everyone in his life is against him until a previously known bully all of a sudden turns nice. Is this a trick? Can Phil trust this once-mean "Dan" fellow? Could he perhaps even fall in love with him and tell him those secrets he's his for so long- could Dan be the one person in the world he can trust?

Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn't of a brotherly nature...

"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm, and eventually smut//

Life the internet and two boys that are so far apart...or are they? O.o

Phil has been deaf since a young age and learns how to overcome the disadvantages of his disability, while on the way finding someone who finally understands him