Why do I feel this way especially about him . I've tried to detach myself from him but I can't he's always there , always on my mind everything reminds me of him. I wish we never met and I wish I wasn't this attached to him. All he ever does is hurt me I've tried moving on and forgetting he ever existed he's like that shadow that follows me throughout the day. He then become the darkness that surrounds me when night time dawns upon me , I slowly realise that I've become him and he dwells inside of me like the blood that runs through my veins , he is what stares back at me when I stare at the mirror *A little peak of chapters 12* As soon as he turns around I'm suddenly being pushed against the wall his hand around my throat, he licks his lips and looks directly into my eyes . I could feel myself grow wetter as the minutes go by "baby you should know better than to tease me like that" . "you should know better than to follow me" I say trying to hide my fear He laughs , his applies a little more pressure on my neck and i try holding back a moan he presses himself against me, i could feel how hard he is through the material of his pants he leans down whispering into my ear " you know better than to run away from me Emilianna, you belong to me, I'll follow you to the end of the earth , only you can make me feel like this..." He grinds himself onto me making my gasp and moan " so why would i let you go