OFMD fanfic Events take place two years after they departed. Stede never stopped looking for Ed , Ed gave up on everything including himself. Lots of angst because I need it. I don't own rights to any of these characters.

COMPLETED "To be without you is no longer a life, it is a void, absent of any meaning." Neil Perry attempted to make his pain and suffering end but wasn't successful. His father's words pounding in his head after recovery. Neil hasn't escaped him yet. However his father did listen to one request, letting him attend Welton once again. Now he has to navigate his school once again but now he came to the realization that he thinks of Todd as more than a friend. Will he succeed? The story takes place after the events of the movie but Neil survived. A Neil x Todd fic.