Sapnap, a notoriously sullen computer science major, is attending North Carolina State University, along with his roommate and long-time internet friend, Dream. While Dream has been pining over the pretty British boy in a couple of his classes, Sapnap finds himself having a much harder time avoiding a certain gray-eyed ray of sunshine that their mutual friend, Quackity, introduced him to. *The story will not be told chronologically. Chapters will vary from Freshman year (2015-2016 school year) to Senior year (2018-2019 school year). Chapters will be dated at the top to avoid confusion. Also, for reference, 'present day' is spring semester of senior year.* (The classic, 'the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one' trope)

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

Sapnap grew up in Texas, a state where being gay just wasn't something you were allowed to talk about- so he didn't. He never came out to his family and even when he made new friends who loved him unconditionally, he still couldn't bring himself to come out. Staying in the closet never felt like a problem once he moved to Florida with Dream, well, until a video collaboration introduced him to a boy that made him question if he could keep hiding. Now, Sapnap has to return to Texas for the first time since his move to Florida for his step-sister's birthday. What's waiting for him when he arrives is going to make keeping his sexuality a secret from his family that much harder.

Karl is finding it more and more difficult to hide his feelings for his best friend, Sapnap. He's willing to risk it all for his chance at love, but does he really understanding just how much he's risking?

After Karl's parents had separated, his mum decided to start over. They moved from Britain to America and Karl had difficulties with fitting in but when he met Quackity, things were getting easier. But then he met Sapnap and things were getting difficult again. TW - angst -underage drinking -homophobia -smut -aggression -smoking -abuse

Sapnap has always had it rough at home, and his gpa was slipping away from him. Karl was recovering from mental health issues that were caused by his mother dying recently. Both of them struggle and unlikely in a happenstance find there paths crossing yet again but in a different way. Sapnap and Karl have always been buds, but a world given mark of love pulls them closer. Cover art by: colorfulkooks on instagram EW I SUCK AT WRITING DESCRIPTIONS This is a High School Soulmates AU! And this is my first fanfiction! I hope you enjoy!

After burning down his high school, Sapnap is sent to a private school for troubled teens. He's determined to cause as much chaos as he can but his plans come to a stop when he catches feelings for his roommate, Karl, who just happens to be a straight A student who hates getting in trouble. No one said balancing your two favourite things would be easy, especially not when your two favourite things are a good, rule following, pretty boy and setting things on fire. I will include a TW at the start of each chapter ---------------------------------------------------- If anyone mentioned in the story is uncomfortable with it I will take it down immediately :) Only shipping their online personas! They will look like their minecraft characters.