❝he told me to follow my heart. i told him that my heart goes wherever he does.❞ or; louis has a journal, and a bad sense of telling when something's wrong.

Louis Tomlinson hates his life and he's going to end it on Friday. He will also live stream himself taking his own life to his bully, Harry Styles, the schools most popular guy, because believe it or not; Louis is in love with Harry and he will admit it in the suicide video. Copyright © 2014 LARRYICE. All rights reserved.

Book 2 in the CCHR Series 4 months. Harry's been clean for 4 months. No cuts, not even a thought of cutting. Louis has been his rock, just like he promised. Things have been going so well. But, it all turns around. Eleanor is now 7 months pregnant, and management is only now finding out about Louis' decision. They'll stop at nothing to tear Harry and Louis apart, even if it leads to a repeat in history. Warning: SELF-HARM

Harry Styles was just a sixteen year old boy afraid to leave his bedroom. That's normal, right? Except it's not. Harry suffers from Schizophrenia. His Mum had been told by doctors, when he was only seven years old, that he was 'sick in the mind'. Schizophrenia: A of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances. Harry Styles had suffered from depression, hallucinated and heard voices all of his life, voices whispering to him that he was not worth the air he breathed, and for years various coloured pills had kept them mostly tamed. Somehow Harry had managed to nab Louis Tomlinson along the way. Beautiful, excitable, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson. Louis is the only person who gets him, and he is the only person who Harry feels safe around, because Louis keeps all of the voices away - Louis loves him, and promised Harry that he loved him. Louis swore he would always be there. So what happens when Harry's rose-tinted glasses get torn away, and all he is left with is the reality that even love can't keep him safe from the voices. Because Louis, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson, can't keep his promise. DISCLAIMER: I don't own anyone in this story, it is purely fiction.

❝I bet I can make you feel pain.❞ ❝I'd like to see you try.❞

The hypocrisy and cringe is astounding, my 13-14 year old self needs to be kicked in the ass.

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.

"Your hidden scars will heal only if you expose them to the bandaid." WARNINGS: depression, self harm. (honest note: minor grammatical errors here and there, sorry) All Rights Reserved © 2014 StrongxLarry