Everyone's past finds their future.

"Montana, come here." He nodded his head toward the door, leaving out of the room. Staying silent as Ms. Carol looked at me, I kissed the back of Josiah's hand before leaving out of the room. As I walked out, Messiah stood there looking at me in disgust while I closed the door. "What are you doing that shit for?" "Huh?" I said since I had nothing else to say, just trying to stall time to get my words together. "Why are you stripping, Monty?" Sighing, I decided that I wasn't going to lie like I'd originally planned to do after listening to Chocolate's stupid advice. "Money." I spoke simply and he scoffed as I looked down. "Why not just ask Josiah for money instead doing hoe shit?" "First of all, It's not doing hoe shit. I don't have sex with anyone. I just dance. And I don't want to ask him for any money. It's not his job to take care of me." "So stripping..." He trailed off with a laugh. "..stripping was the last resort? Instead of putting your pride aside?" Saying nothing, I just looked at him with pleading eyes. "Please don't tell him, Messiah." I could already tell by the look on his face that he was going to tell him. "I ain't gon' tell him.." Thank God. I thought. "..you are." "What?!" I shrieked. "No. I'm not." "You are." He spoke in a demanding tone. "Please. You know how he is." I expressed "And you know how he is too but you made that bed." "Messiah, he's going to kill me." I begged. "I know." He shook his head, walking away from me. "Better figure it out. You got until the end of the day to tell him or I will." He mumbled before walking back into the room.

𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗌𝗂𝗒𝖺𝗋𝗂. DISCONTINUED.

𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑... THIS BOOK WAS JUST FOR FUN Started Jan 2020, Finished in 2021 *completed (𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭)

in a new environment , things are prone to adapt . will adaptations cause separation ? •sequel to "the cause of you"

❝𝙞𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙘 𝙖𝙞𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙛𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙞𝙩. 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙪𝙥 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚. ❞ - short story. started: October 3rd, 2022 ended: n/a

It's not that I won't or refuse...I can't. (S)chizoid (P)ersonality (D)isorder- A condition in which people avoid social activities and interacting with others. Depersonalized Schizoid- Often described by the schizoid patient as a tuning out or a turning off. Affectless Schizoid- Lack passion, remain unresponsive in social situations, and are highly unlikely to show any affection to prospective significant others.

𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙚, 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝘽𝙖𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙁𝙖𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚, 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙃𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩 𝙢𝙚~𝙂𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙤𝙣