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Everything Gets Better by lisaaaaa1616
lisaaaaa1616
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Dream and Sapnap seem like they are the greatest friends on camera, however, both share a dark and deep secret as soon as the camera turns off. One where they put their lives at risk, taking it as far as to purposefully misuse insulin. While Dream and Sapnap keep pushing each other into bad habits, George's health starts decreasing more each day. Daily headaches turn into passing out and throwing up, something George blames his anxiety for. But when disaster seems to strike, George passes out on stream. However, this time it's different. Instead of waking up a minute after he passes out, he has his first seizure ever, live on Twitch... Warnings: -Eating disorder behaviour (starvation/purging/overexercising/skipping insulin/weighing/binging) -Self harm (cutting/burning) -Cancer (brain tumour) One time warnings/only mentioned: -Substance (alcohol/cigarettes) 3 times + skippable -Forced tube feeding (in the end shortly) -Chemotherapy 1 time -Seizure 1 time
Tired ~dnf by ogwilbursootsimp
ogwilbursootsimp
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After Clay and George meet up in Orlando Clay starts acting different, but can George notice before it's to late? Does George know what to do? Is George fine or is he just good at pretending like it? This story was inspired by the song Tired by beabadoobee :) *This story does/will contain swearing* Should be sfw for most if not all of the story Tags: #4 in ed 4/4/21 #22 in crying 3/9/21 #34 in writing 3/17/21 #40 in mlm 2/13/21 #86 in eating disorders 1/29/21 Reads: 1K: 2/13/21 2K: 2/26/21 3K: 3/7/21 5k: 3/17/21 6k: 3/23/21 7k: 3/29/21 8k: 4/4/21 9k: 4/10/21 (republished 5/11/21) 10k: 5/11/21 11k: ? 12k: ? 13-19K: 5/31/21 IN ONE DAY 19-27K: 6/1/21 ONE DAY AGAIN WTF 28-4K: ? 35K: 6/5/21 39K: 6/8/21 45K: 6/14/21 48K: 6/20/21 50K: 6/25/21!!! TYSM 70K: 9/2/21 OMG WHAT
"It Hurts" Dnf Angst by Chrysaor1238
Chrysaor1238
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"It hurts." "I know baby." Dnf angst. Contains triggers. Tw. Sh Ed Abuse Violence Rape Drugs Vapes Cigarettes (?) Swears Probably more, not sure. Pls vote this is my first story and it would make me very happy!! [DISCONTINUED] READ OR PATCHES WILL STEAL THE KNEECAPS OF YOUR UNBORN CHILDREN
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The Risk That Started Us (dnf) by yungLegend493
yungLegend493
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⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of suicide and attempts Complete✔️ George felt he had nothing to live for anymore, he drove to an tall empty bridge and leaned forward, only to be stoped... Get tf out of here I wrote this 2 years ago.
«☆Dream angst oneshots☆» (Slow Updates) by -midnight_sky-
-midnight_sky-
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Very dream angsty oneshots, some are not as much but still angsty, and also some are very long! in each chapter I put the name of the creator at the end of it and if you don't understand what it means, this is from ao3! It's a ao3 story filled with the random dream angst that I find and love! :D 🏅#1 in dreamoneshot 🏅#1 in dreamoneshots 🏅#1 in dreamangstoneshot 🏅#1 in dreamangstoneshots 🏅#1 in fluffyangst 🏅#1 in saddream
Wilbur soot angst  by Millie635815
Millie635815
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Phil's heart shattered into a million pieces, how could this happen to his boy?
just a dream. // dreamnotfound angst by DE4RGNF
DE4RGNF
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george and dream have a great relationship, but sapnap saying one thing wrong makes george discover the truth. TRIGGER WARNING FOR DEATH, DEREALIZATION, BLOOD, AND SELFHARM.
SBI oneshots by FluffyWater275
FluffyWater275
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Mostly Tommy-centric. I'll be writing fluff, angst, some triggering things or anything you'll request, includes Dream SMP lore related oneshots. Contains: WHOLESOMNESS, fluff, swearing, blood, violence, death, su!c!de, dark themes. Be safe and enjoy! :D Cover made by @MaeB_Spirit on twitter
Breathe by bagel_pilot
bagel_pilot
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alone is what i have. alone protects me. All of his life, Clay lived with one mindset: "alone is what I have. alone protects me." It had guided him through his hardest times and into the next ones. So when he moves into a house with his two best friends in the entire world, his mindset is challenged, and he soon realizes that being alone may be more detrimental than he thought. cover by @ laikoski_ on instagram tw !! suicide contemplation/attempt self-harm panic attacks depression anxiety vomiting
LifeLine ~ (Dnf? - Angst)  by youwontknome
youwontknome
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When George starts doubting his life after a long while of being okay. When Dream doesn't know how to help him and remain mentally stable himself. When Sapnap feels bad for not being able to care for the both of them while having conflicting feelings for his life long friend. This story is completed 👍