After losing his father to cancer and never knowing his mother, who died a little bit after he was born, he is forced to move with his father's co-workers...or soldiers. His father was the former Red Leader, which means he is now to be taught to be the next one. He moves to the base and has to go to a normal school to look "innocent". The kids make fun of him, especially a kid named Tom, who he is forced to hang out with, since his only friends are Edd and Matt. He becomes depressed, but never shows it. One faithful day, Tom finds out everything by accident...it changes everything.

a voice rang in his head whispering "take your pills..." and with that, the beloved boy with the shotgun was gone. cover by a dear friend of mine (and a great artist too,) @kyraye

tom deems his life is at an end, but is still hopeful. he turns to the suicide hotline for help, but accidently falls in love with the hotliner. does the hotliner feel the same way? fabulous art by scaeryy on instagram. suicidal!tom x tord

(The cover is not mine, I do not claim it or own it) This story will contain violence, swearing, abuse, and angst. If you do not like any of these things, please do not read the book. To make you aware of what is included, here are the ships in this story: Matt x Matt (of course) Tom x Tord (aggressive, not soft) Paul x Patryk And possibly others. •---------• Once the news of Red Leader returning to the world alive arose, Edd, Matt, and Tom immediately knew that something terrible would happen. The threat of Tord destroying their lifetime of adventures and laughter along with the rest of the world scared them, and nobody was prepared for what happened next. Will this world descending into chaos tear apart the best friends, or will they stick together and fight off this new threat? Read to find out.