How can you lose something you never have? When your own mother poisons you to gain pity from others, how should you feel? Why was I, the youngest, being married off? How could I care about something that was never mine? WARNING! Viewer discretion advised: Story contains adult content that is unsuitable for children. NOTE from the writer: I'm an amateur writer so please overlook plot holes, grammar issues, or anything else a story is supposed to have. This is my original story so... as the saying goes "if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all".

Alternate Title:穆然 Status:Completed with 77 chapters and 2 Extras Author:Gu Jun Genre:Drama, Mature, Romance, Yaoi Novel Summary If there really is a God, if there really is an afterlife; Please, give me a home. - Mu Ran (HIIIII! JUST TO LET U GUYS KNOW THAT I DONT OWN THIS STORY AND SO ARE THE TRANSLATIONS, IM JUST DOING THIS FOR OFFLINE READING PURPOSES. SUPPORT THE REAL AUTHOR AND TRANSLATOR IF POSSIBLE. GOD BLESS I LUV U ALL)