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It's gonna be angsty bois. Sorry. Also told from Katsuki's pov, which is kind of new for me. Also, no quirks! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We close our eyes, blind our pain Nobody ever could explain All the dead boys in our hometown Katsuki Bakugou moved from his home town when he was ten. He was ten when he moved, so he didn't exactly have anyway to keep in contact with his 'friends'. Eventually they all just seemed to fade into an empty memory. Except for one boy. He couldn't quite remember his name, but he remembered his unruly green hair and obnoxious freckles. Katsuki had no clue why this boy in particular stood out to him, but he was determined to find him again and get to the bottom of it. Now that he was seventeen and moving back to that same little town he grew up in, he can actually seek out the boy. But the boy doesn't seem to want to be found, at least not by Katsuki. Every time the blond thinks he's about to catch him, the boy slips through his grasp. With Katsuki's nonstop searching... will he like what he finds? ******Trigger Warnings****** Heavy bullying Mentions of self harm Mentions of suicide I think that's it but if anything else comes up I'll add to the list. There will also be warnings at the top of chapters that contain triggers. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHH I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK.

"A-Astrid?" I spoke my voice shaky and cracking a few times. At the tone of my voice Astrid looked up at me with her eyes furrowed. "What wrong?" She asked urgently her eyes wide. I didn't know what to say but I took in a breath scared that what I say was true, I prayed that I was just seeing things but I knew deep down what I saw was the truth. I let out a breath before speaking up but only in a broken whisper. "Do you self harm?"

⚠️⚠️ Cutting Suicide attempts Anxiety Depression Usage of illegal substances Alcohol Profanity Abuse ⚠️⚠️ A Soulmate mark. Something that gives you hope in finding the partner that fate chose for you. But is it a blessing, or a curse? At the age of 17, every teen receives a mark located on either their wrist or palm. This mark represents the person fate had chosen for them since they were born. Each and every mark is special, not one mark is like another. The design of the mark depends on both the soulmates eyes and quirk. The color is a exact replica of their soulmates eye color. And the shape and idea of the mark is dependent on their quirk. The amount of detail the mark has shows how good their mental health is. Say someone has a extremely breathtaking mark, absolutely stunning. Their soulmate is in mental agony. The more beautiful the mark, the more hurt their soulmate is. Not only will they have a mark connecting them to their soulmate, they can also feel each other's pain. Once both people turn 17, which can take years saying their could be a large age gap, they both can feel the physical pain something could inflict on them. Say one of them breaks their arm, the other wouldn't have a broken arm as well, they would simply be feeling the exact same amount of pain the other is feeling. It's a extremely scary part of having a soulmate since they would be able to feel if their soulmate is being beat but wouldn't be able to do anything about it. Izuku Midoriya is both excited for having a soulmate but also mortified to have one. The boy is abused on the daily and cuts extremely often. The idea of having someone share that pain with him haunts him every night. But it also gives him hope. Hope that someone is out there that could help him get out of the terrible cycle he has begun. Unfortunately, Izuku hits rock bottom just days before his 17th birthday, will his soulmate be able to pull him out of this vicious cycle?

Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner

There is much more to Bakugou Katsuki than meets the eye. When the class tries to break down his walls, they find things that shock them to their core. !! TRIGGER WARNING !! This story contains abuse, self-harm, all that stuff! *All poems used in this story are written by me so please don't copy them*

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Izuku Midoriya. The happy, cheerful, cute little boy that we all know and love. His life is going great, besides the fact that it's actually a mess. After finding out that he didn't have a quirk, his father began to abuse him. His mother soon passed away due to Hisashi's actions. His childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, bullies him on a daily basis. It's all too much for the greenette to handle. Until one day when he finally loses it. Will Bakugou save him in time? What is really going on inside of Izuku's mind? Warning! There are mentions of the following: -Suicidal Thoughts -Suicide Attempts -Self Harm -Abuse -Bullying -Eating Disorders -Depression -Panic Attacks -Rape