"troye sivan, you've been served." the man in a black coat says, handing me a folder. i clench my jaw, taking it. "all i did was spill a coffee on the bloke, it's not like i fucked his mother in hindsight."

"roll up your sleeves Zayn" tw • self harm • abuse • anorexia • depression • suicide attempts • more to come {i restarted this story because my tops sounded like bottoms oop} started : october 29, 2018 finished : june 19, 2020

❝Come here babydoll,❞ ❝That's not my name, you know that right?❞ ❝It is now,❞ A new kid at school that has piercings and tattoos and wears a lot of black grabs a lot of unwanted attention from people. The punk kid ends up sitting behind a feminine guy and they start to fall for each other. ©2016 aestheticlashton_ BOOK COVER BY: nightmemories_

"Why are you crying?" "Cause I'm not normal" "Here, eat some Doritos, they always make me happy" ***** The one where Luke's always eating Doritos, but Ashton never seems to be eating anything #8- Lashton Trigger Warning: anorexia, self harm, abuse, rape- please please be careful when you read this

Niall Horan has some problems. He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night. He has secrets. Terrible secrets. He doesn't want to be this way anymore. But he's already too far in. He's already lost himself. But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again? **Warning** Contains all types of triggers. Boyxboy

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

completed - he always texts him at midnight...

"Last warning, Frank. Give it to us, or your little boy here sleeps with the fishes." He slammed the corded phone down and stared at me. "You better hope daddy comes through." He lit a cigar and puffed the cloudy smoke into my face. Will Merlin knew what his father did for a living, ever since he was young. As the middle child, he always knew it would be his older siblings that would be dragged into the family business. But when he gets captured he must rely on his own skills he didn't think he had. (bxb) Copyright 2021 @ All rights reserved All images are from Google -Rated Mature for guns, violence and death. Do not read if you do not like gun violence including teens/children

this book is sort of a project for me. it's the first story I've ever written, with dynamics I've never tried. it's been really hard, but I hope you'll join my on my writing journey :) cover art by cassbutts on deviantart! (Warning the first chapters are very old, please don't mind them and try to get to at least chapter X) ^~~^~~^~~^~~^~~ I leave trigger warnings at the top of every chapter to warn people. Please read them carefully :)