I've always wondered what it would be like to drown, until the day I died. The fear of fighting, struggling to break the surface, just to get one last breath of air. The panic, the terror, the hopelessness, all rushing in as the water fills your lungs. It's a thought that haunts me, even now. Stiles from Teenwolf once said, " You know when you're drowning, you don't inhale until right before you black out. It's called voluntary apnea. It's like no matter how much you're freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel like your head's exploding. " That's how I felt when I was dying. The irony is that I never died drowning in the water. I died gasping for air on the floor of my bedroom, afraid that when I stopped breathing, that would be the end. There would be no afterlife, no heaven or hell. I remember clutching his hand, sobbing, and telling him how afraid I was, and how I didn't want to die. I remember him holding me, telling me it was okay to be afraid. I never drowned, but I knew what it felt like - fighting against all odds for one last breath of air. Until my vision darkened and my head and lungs felt like they were about to explode and then, finally, I gave up and let the water fill my lungs.

Sequel to Player Next Door. Millie Ripley is in too deep. Her relationship with the Dawson brothers is creating waves, a mystery blackmailer is out to ruin her life and... she's still trying to make it through high school. What happened to being invisible? (c) copyright 2020 All Rights Reserved. Stay chill, N

[#1 Teen Fiction | #1 in Romance] Bad boy Luke Dawson is stuck living with clumsy nobody Millie Ripley for the summer. When she ran over his most prized possession, her world changed. She had to pay him back for every dime of damages, and the favors he called in weren't just about money. She had to pay him back, and everyone knows how payback is a... This is a love story. Hot boys like Luke Dawson never pay attention to nobodies like Millie. But here they were, two kids from opposite ends of the chain, set to turn the whole hierarchy upside down. Because no one can stop attraction. When opposite attract, the spontaneous reaction can be a combustion or a downright explosion. With Luke, my money's on the explosion. We're talking public humiliation, roller-coaster emotions, drama among cliques, prissy sisters, crazy mothers and a whole lot of hotness from resident bad boy and neighbor, Luke Dawson. And FYI, (c) copyright 2019 All Rights Reserved. Stay chill, N

They called her a slut. They said she was a disgrace. Pity they never understood just how much their words hurt. ************* The story of a young girl whose one mistake cost her a lifetime of consequences. Complete. *** Lovely cover by @influenzatrbl

❝One girl, one book, and an entire nation that wants to keep her from it.❞

The Darkest Minds love story for Liam Stewart , based off the movie. Emma is ready to be free from the camps, from the League and most importantly anyone who is going to use her for her powers. 'I'm not here to help them, I need to get away from them.' - Emma 'You are safe with us. We won't use you.' - Liam 'I hated it. I hated myself. I was 15 I shouldn't know how to kill someone wearing bullet-proof vests!' - Emma 'You know I don't get you.' - Liam HIGHEST RANKS: #3 Liam Stewart #14 Telekinesis #65 Lily Collins #171 Powers #171 Blue #423 Powers #1 Chubs

She picks up the pliers. "This is going to hurt." --- A feminist Cinderella retelling

After escaping from police custody, Clover tries to piece his life back together. Determined to return to home and be reunited with his family, he has to first elude the country wide man hunt. Will he be able to resist his old ways in order to remain undetected? After hearing that Colin has escaped, Summer and Becca prepare themselves for the inevitable; Clover is coming back for them. Will the police and their families be enough to protect them? Clover's coming back and he's determined to prove to the girls; 'You'll always be mine'.

Khionia and Calefacious, twins abandoned on the outskirts of the elven city of Gale, have dark and forbidden magic running through their veins. Surrounded by the enemies, the siblings grow up learning not only how to protect their elven people from the threat in the shadows around them, but how to control their own monsters. Yet they will soon discover, hidden within the twist of truth and deceit, a known yet secret war endures between the creatures of darkness and soldiers of light. The foul Underlings of Graderath and the almighty Lordes of Zabethia battle as both sides race to find the prophesied Harbingers; the destined ones to bring forth the apocalypse unto elvenkind. Within the mountain city of Gale, Khionia Ruthigavin finds herself engaged in her own secret war, one that has tormented her since she reached her Strengthening age. A monster lurks beneath her skin, one made of ice and bloodlust, and if she does not meet its malicious demands for release, the repercussions would be catastrophic to those she holds dearest. Along with Calefacious, Khionia is forced to satiate the dark desires of the monster within by hunting her own kind, turning her forbidden magic upon them with brutal consequences. Only her brother's fire can thaw her ice and bring her back from the abyss. That is, until she meets the Prince of the Underlings. Suddenly finding herself thrust into the war between her deities and her enemies, Khionia must work to discover the reality within the ingrained deception around her while trying to accept what, as well as who, is in her soul.

For months Summer is trapped in a cellar with the man who took her - and three other girls: Rose, Poppy, and Violet. His perfect, pure flowers. His family. But flowers can't survive long cut off from the sun, and time is running out...