Jim catches Spock's eye at a night club while stationed on Earth. The two learn about each other while on their way to Jim's house. After sex, it becomes evident that focus on the bridge will be minimal. This is mature content! Hey readers! A quick note I'd like to add is that I post all of my fanfictions on ao3 before posting them onto Wattpad. If you want to read my work when it first comes out please check out my ao3 page! You can DM me to collab any time! Please check out my ao3! Leave comments and I'll reply as soon as possible, and for now, keep it freaky.

Kirk and Spock have both come close to gruesome deaths while serving aboard the Enterprise, and it seems their timelines are careening towards an end. Both friends question if giving into their deeper feelings for each other now would be worth the risk of heartbreak, should one of them have to actually go on without the other. Risk, longing, passion and humor (plus Christmas!) all make an appearance in this emotional collection of interactions leading to a K/S mindmeld and detailed intimate scenes in the last chapters. Follows the events of Star Trek: The Original Series, S1 E30 through S2 E10. Features trans Jim Kirk. Recommend song titles for listening are listed at the top of each corresponding chapter. (I do not own any rights to the song titles mentioned.)