A journal written by an anonymous adult girl who no longer knows how to hold her truth quietly. These pages are the place where she admits what she was never allowed to say out loud, where the little girl inside her still speaks through a grown woman's voice. She writes about loneliness that lingers, about craving care she never received, about learning how to survive in a body that grew up before she was ready. This journal isn't looking for sympathy or answers, only space. A place to exist honestly, without being edited, judged, or erased.

The first 50 Shades of grey king Von book

semi permanent : lasting or intended to last for a long time but not permanent

Kayla Jenkins is just like any other twenty five year old her age - wild, free, and the proud owner of an Only Fans account. Marshall Mathers on the other hand, is a forty seven year old father of three young ladies with his party days long behind him. Obviously nothing could ever work between them. Nothing, except sex.

She said : "Lay me down in golden dandelions 'Cause I've been waiting for this moment all my life." "But baby you followed me into the dark, there are no golden dandelions in here, everything is Shady " - He answered

"You're so precious," he whispered, his lips hovering over my ear. "and all mine." "You don't own me Marshall!" I yelled, violently shoving his chest with my hands. "You're mine, if I can't have you nobody can." Warning: Extreme sexual content, violence, aggressive behavior, foul language, age gap.

Megan Carter grew up on the road. She lost her first tooth while flying over Montana. She celebrated her thirteenth birthday camped in a rickety, rainbow-colored motel in Joshua Tree, California; when the power went out, she and her dad played cards in the light of her birthday candles. She attended high school in six different states and never got a diploma. She learned how to drive in Austin, Texas; she also rode a bull there and subsequently broke her arm in two places. She lost her virginity to a boy in Washington who wore hand-patched jackets and crooned old Al Green songs to her afterwards. She'd watched her dad as he tuned guitars for ska musicians and heavy metal prima donnas; when she was old enough, she was allowed to do it for him. So drawing up a contract to join Dr. Dre and Snoop Dogg's Up in Smoke Tour didn't feel like too big of a leap outside of Megan's comfort zone. It's a shadier place than expected. * * * Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. It will be structured around Eminem's timeline, but only based on the information that is available to the public; it is not meant to be a commentary on the real (Slim Shady) Marshall Mathers, or any other real-life individuals. I own only the plot and the original characters. * * * #69 in slim

Stefani Jonas is a dancer who moved to LA known for her sexy, energetic, and expressive style with her best friend. She and her friend are both dancers and own a dance brand. Watch how her life changes when she meets Marshall Mathers and what happens when they fall for each other. Read to find out what happens when their paths cross. This story contains strong language, sexual content, graphic depictions of violence. Read at your own risk.

Cassie Rosario is a confident, career driven 27 year-old with major commitment issues. After meeting Eminem her beliefs are shook up and she no longer knows what she wants. Their connection is obvious and genuine, and that scares her. Beginning in early 2000 when Marshall's career is starting to blow up, pressure is put on Cassie from the very start of their relationship. Will Cassie and Marshall work out for the best? Or will she push him away like she does with everyone else?

Since 1998, Angel and Marshall have been through hell and back together. Picking up where they left off, the sequel follows the infamously toxic couple through pregnancy, addiction, many incredibly public hip hop feuds, emotional make ups, and heart-wrenching break ups. The question is: Is their love for one another strong enough to see through it all? Or are they destined to crash and burn? (This is a sequel to my original story Gangstress, so I strongly encourage readers to go read that one first before starting on Queen Bee!)