2026 author here! i hate this fic and will probably rewrite it! when you're young, you just run but you come back to what you need paul mescal x fem! oc © iadymcbth, 2023 march 15 2023- october 2024 (discontinued for now!)

are you still a live wire? are you still starting fires? PEAKY BLINDERS SEASON TWO - TBC [JOHN SHELBY X FEM OC]

❝I'm selfish and I'm lonely arm's length, small talk, and then some company but, oh, do you have to know me, know me inside out?❞ PEAKY BLINDERS SEASON ONE - TBC [TOMMY SHELBY X FEM OC]

| A Thomas Shelby Fanfic | The boy who leant against his desk with an expensive cegar hung from his mouth, wasn't a boy anymore, but a man. Not even a man. More a ghost of a man, blinded by the horrors of war. A true monster created by such madness. The boy she once knew, was now a distant memory. Or a complete fantasy that she had frabricated with her own mind. Thomas Shelby was gone. The war had taken him from her, and she hated God for it.

Being the daughter of a dead man wasn't easy, that was one thing that Ruthie Shelby knew. In fact, it was the only thing she knew. She had watched her father die a quick and rather sorrow death from her bedroom window, bullets sending his body flying to the pavement as he tried to protect his family. The years following weren't easy - but, Ruthie knew what hell felt like and she knew that it held places for the people who murdered her father. That was the only thing that offered her a sense of relief, was that those responsible would never know peace again. And for those responsible for the grief that followed John Shelby's daughter after his death were sure to meet a fate just as painful as his - - Ruthie made that a promise to herself, and to her father. [Previously Valerie / What's Wrong With me?]