This implies to both parties; There was friendship... then there was heartbreak. He couldn't take his love's tender rejection, as it was such a suffocating experience. He loved them, but the other loved another. He knew how much the other loved the other, for the person he's into told lots of things about the other. There was never any room for his name to be described in such a way, on how the other described the person they're so deeply invested to. He tried everything, and did everything he could do in his power to make the other notice him- to ADMIRE him even. But sad to say, all of his efforts went down the drain. Now seeing the other in a relationship with the said other, he felt a large hole in his chest; where his heart was supposed to be. That was it, he lost a battle with losing all of his time courting someone who never notices all of his efforts. The other only saw him nothing more than a f r i e n d. Painful, ain't it? Well, to tell the truth, that's how life works: You wouldn't always get what you want. BUT! There's a way to everything, you just need the right amount of will and patience to be able to get it. Or maybe just accept all of the good things that's already there and given to you. Who knows, it might just be at your doorway or it would just pop up anywhere at anytime :)

Philippines AU "What am I to begin with?" "Who am I?" "What is this memory...?" "What's my purpose?" The short country limps towards the deity, clutching its glowing siluete like its lifeline. Shivering from the cold as the deity cares for his head "Please tell me..." Not yet, child... The beings' multiple voices echoed through the plains. As the country quivered, he curled his lips into a small, soft smile. But mixed with emptiness were his beautiful, cristeline eyes, that is now full of misery that no human could bare. Not yet, child... He looked up, looking at the god with curiosity. Will you accept the late Lord's last mission? "I'll accept the offer until my very last breath." I still have my little brother and my country. I'll do whatever it takes. just to see this real identity." After thousands of years of being colonized, loved, betrayed, and traumatized by war, he started to gain more sense and power. He establishes an empire, starts to colonize, and makes a foundation. And every thousand years, he starts to gain visions of his past life, but he always gains peculiar powers that can comprehend any god. But he cannot identify his real identity, and to pursue his mission, he continued to gain more allies and territories. But after the first world war, the memories suddenly started to fully regain all of the truth of his missions and life. His identity is way deeper than he thought, leading him to a different future. (Must be cringe on 1-2 chapter please blame my 2019 self =__= am still new) -2021 Smackyou_witha_cross (U.P.E ) According to history: 50,000yrs old Real age:???. Independence: June 12, 1420 Abilities :: 《 ??????》 《 ???? 》 《 ????????》 Adopted brothers(sons): Mexico,italy Peru Cuba,Puerto rico North korea,south korea Timor leste, China(biological brother)

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《Book 1》 A school where all countries could be one. A school that teach you peace and prosperity. A school that gave them the illusion of a normal life. Philipia; a female leader attending a male dominated academy, was sent by Martial, to befriend the leaders who once terrorized and destroyed their life. The road to revenge and pain has finally opened it's doors. But as a leader on the pacifist side, can she do it? "Welcome to Pangaea Academy. An elite boarding school where leaders meet and sit in a position of equality." "Are you ready to start your first day with a gun or pen?" ____________________ 【 This story is a work of fiction. The names of the countries that will be mentioned are not historically accurate. 】