[BOOK ONE] Book Two is now complete. She loved him with all her heart. He chose power over her. Now she belongs to someone else- and he can only watch. A story of love, loss, and the one woman he should never have let go.

Alternate Title:穆然 Status:Completed with 77 chapters and 2 Extras Author:Gu Jun Genre:Drama, Mature, Romance, Yaoi Novel Summary If there really is a God, if there really is an afterlife; Please, give me a home. - Mu Ran (HIIIII! JUST TO LET U GUYS KNOW THAT I DONT OWN THIS STORY AND SO ARE THE TRANSLATIONS, IM JUST DOING THIS FOR OFFLINE READING PURPOSES. SUPPORT THE REAL AUTHOR AND TRANSLATOR IF POSSIBLE. GOD BLESS I LUV U ALL)

Contains man-to-man sex, violence, sexual assault, male pregnancy, bullying. Work of fiction. Circumstances, names, places mentioned in this stories are purely products of the author's imagination. Read on your own accord. (credits to the owner of the photo I used as a cover)

Adrian seemed to have everything a man would've ever wanted - riches, power, looks. And I...a lawyer, I guess. Adrian's friend with benefits. I had thought our relationship would forever remain behind doors, and that my feelings for him would forever be an unreciprocated, single-pointing arrow until the day he told me to move in. I anticipated a happily ever after - briefly - until his mother brought in a beautiful, perfect Chinese wife. A short story about a gay relationship struggling against the manacles of societal, parental expectations in modern China. Set in Shanghai.

Ji Jin is a beta, but fell in love with an alpha. Everyone was amazed that he, who was cold-hearted and indifferent, was willing to be desperate for Lu Zhi, and he worked hard to get a good result. 　　But no one knows better than Ji Jin that Lu Zhi dislikes him as a dull beta who neither smells pheromone nor is obedient as an omega. 　　So when Lu Zhi went abroad to pick up his little lover, 　　everyone only heard that Ji Jin calmly left a divorce agreement and died in a car accident. 　　* 　　Lu Zhi is crazy. 　　Ji Jin is not crazy. 　　He stood by the water and looked at his "corpse", calmer than anyone else. 　　He was not the one who died, but he knew that this was an excellent opportunity to leave Lu Zhi. 　　------- 　　The author has something to say: 　　1. Reunion in the broken mirror of chasing his wife in the crematorium (crematorium in the opening chapter) 　　2. There is only each other between Gong and Shou, without any form of derailment 　　3. Gong will go crazy and there will be a small black room , both of them didn't have long mouths in the early stage, they were sewn to death by the author (bushi) Both of them are very twisted, all in all, it's the author's favorite sweet and sour flavor. The situation does not affect reading! ... This story has been edited and translated. [Chinese - English]

Xie Jingchuan said: "My only wish is that you disappear from my sight forever". After five years of a loveless marriage, Song Youran became the person her husband hated the most. Then she did disappear, Everyone said that Mrs. Xie had tied herself up in a cocoon so that she would end up dead without anyone to collect her body from. However, as the past events unceasingly unfolded, he found out ...She had given him the purest liking at her best. She had once risked her life for him in the endless ruins.