Denying your feelings is a losing battle, especially when you can not undo what has been done.

Leaving was the best thing for her. Leaving Manhattan and a toxic relationship was the thing she just had to do. After five years of traveling, finding love, and reconnecting with family, Olivia finally comes back to Manhattan with her new wife and a surprise for everyone.

i don't know what the hell this is i wrote it five years ago but it's about olivia benson and amanda rollins and i think there's a chapter about chloroform because i was ✨freaky✨ but yeah have fun

"What do you do after you almost die?" "You move on." "How?" "Kelli, you're different after things like this this happen, you change and after something like this, it will be harder." "I don't want to change, I want to be the same person I was before this mess!" "Kelli, you can't have change without changing yourself, but I'm willing to help you regain what was there."

I'm hoping to post this on April 13th (Kelli Giddish'a bday) and its more of Kelli x Mariska than Olivia x Amanda. Smut included.

Olivia is a strong, caring person who is there for everyone. No matter what you'll be able to rely on her. But she's stuck. Trapped. Not only in a relationship but in her own mind and she can't see a way out. Is there someone who can reach her before she's broken for good?

"I'm the Queen, dammit!" "Then, why does that matter?" "Because queens are meant to have a king!" "Can't you change it up? Have a woman beside you?" "I can't have that..." "Then they don't have to know." "What are you implying, my dear?" "That I'll be unknown to anyone." "I guess you'll be my dirty little secret..."

Just a series of one-shots for my OTP

Amanda is a math teacher, amazing pianist, an athlete, and a woman in an abusive relationship. Olivia is a sex crimes cop who meets Amanda through her child's schooling. Olivia finds Amanda to be an intriguing lady. While Amanda struggles with her drinking problems and relationship, Olivia only adds to her questioning her sexuality. TRIGGER WARNINGS

This story follows a Manhattan Special Victims Unit detective, Olivia Benson, and a young but promising ADA, Alexandra Cabot. When the two women are kidnapped outside of a bar, hope drains fast when hours taken turns into days. Trapped together in a basement of an unfamiliar house, the women both evaluate their relationship and fight for survival against known criminals.